Crestfallen Seraph

Hallucinations

Tattooed on my arm is a charm
to disarm all the harm
gonna keep my self calm
but the truth is your gone and
I'll never get to show you this song
Dad you should see  the tours that I'm on
I see you there standing next to mom both singing along  arm on arm
                   - If you could see me now (The Script)

Shana's POV
       Tiny raindrops landed directly to my forehead aroused me from my distressful slumber. Dark clouds are already forming from the sky as the dark forest turns darker from what it originally seems. I glanced from my broken wristwatch checking what time is it, pass one of the afternoon.

         A huge dose of panic struck me as I recall what happened earlier. I was bitten! . The pangs of bitterness hit me, sooner or later I would turn out being like them. A small voice inside of me saying "at the end,you'd ALSO turn out as a DEAD EATING FLESH that scares you the most".

Oh god, why don't I just die?.

With my trembling hands, I hesitantly searched my body for the catastrophic bite mark.

Mixture of irritation,fear and pure frustration fills me as I annoyingly scanned my body and found none. Not even a single scratch or cut was visible in my body. I was so dumbfounded, the heck I'm damn serious and sure about the blood traces coming from me!

Was it possible?Was it just my imagination?Then why do I feel so drowsy that I even fell asleep? Was living in a deserted place caused me to be hallucinating things? Am I...am I safe?

The sound of lightning snap me out of my forming deep analysis. Maybe I was just over thinking. I hope I was just over thinking things, I was keep from the basement for long and my body wasn't fully exercised. Making myself believe those theories eases me gradually.

The rain started to fall and I badly need to look for food or else dinner won't be serve again. I clutched my weapons as I sluggishly drag myself deeper to the forest. Luckily I haven't encounter DEF's here.
The sound of my angry stomach upheaves my desire. I stopped when I hear sounds behind my back, preparing the gun from my pocket I slowly turn around and found nothing. Am I hallucinating again?! .

I was about to turn back again but I heard the same sound behind the tall bushes. I aimed my gun directly to the moving outline of something. It jumps without hesitation as I startlingly pulled the trigger.
It was a thin no -   a very thin deer. At first, a part of me is feasting for having a delicious meat but was disappointed when I saw how badly it's appearance is. It had been by infected by the virus.

My delicious meat  turned out  to be an uncongenial feast.

Guessed I'd settle for fish then.

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Sorry for the short entries 😢😢
Still busy at school. I'm also sorry for the slow flow of the story.I'm now having a writers block awwtss. Hihi.
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