wanted

chapter 4

Justin and I were on the board paddling out. I was sitting at the front of the board and he was paddling.. I was scared for my life .. the water was extremely dark.

"I'm gunna find the biggest wave possible bella" Justin said.

I whipped my head around glaring at him.

"I'm just kidding I think I'm just gunna stop here" he said replying to my glare.

"what do you mean stop here?" I said.

"well I know your scared you havnt let go of your knees since you've gotten on the board so we can just float here and talk" Justin said smiling.

all I could say was okay.. he looked so perfect the way the light reflected off the water onto him.

"Justin .." I said turning myself fully around to face him .

"yeah?"

"it doesn't feel like I just met you tonight, idk why but it seems like I know you."

"I feel the same way, I didn't wanna say anything because I thought I'd creep you out" Justin said picking at the calluses on his hands.

I was about to keep talking when suddenly Justins face was right in front of mine. I knew what he was doing .. his lips came closer to my lips.each second felt like an hour. My eyes widened and I threw myself off the board. I have know idea why I did that. I could feel the water swallowing me. this is because I didn't know how to swim. this is it.. this is the end. I stopped moving and just let the water push past me as I fell lower and lower.

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BREATH BELLA! I heard a familiar voice say. Water rushed up from my chest burning my throat. I turned on my side feeling the water spill out of my mouth.

"bella are you okay.." I heard the voice say again. I turned back over on my back looking at his face. It was Justin.

I didn't say anything I just reached up around his neck and held him. he pulled me up into his chest holding a tight grip around me.

"Youre okay , I gotchu" Justin said rubbing circles on my back.

I'm so sorry bella I never should have done that

"It's okay , I'm fine that's all that matters"

"I'm gunna take you home." Justin said

"BELLA !" I heard someone say behind me. it was tiffany she was running with Andrew right beside her.

"Omg bella what happened ?"

I sat up , Justin looked at me with sad eyes . I fell off the board but justin saved me. I said to tiffany.

"oh, bella I'm sorry I should have been there" tiffany said rubbing my arm .

"I just wanna go home" I said quiet .

"yeah ... about that" tiffany replied nervously scratching her neck.

"what... " I said looking at her knowing something was up.

"your dad called me really worried so I told him you were staying with me... but I'm staying with Andrew Soo..."

"you can stay with me" Justin suggested.

"I.. uhm... well... idk " I said looking at my hands.

"you live like 3 hours away don't you?"

"yeah but ."

"I have a family beach house like 20 mins from here" Justin said

"just for tonight ..."

"just for tonight" justin answered 

we walked up to the road where we were parked I hugged tiffany goodbye and she awkwardly slapped my butt when I walkes away.. I knew what she ment. but I wasn't like her, I don't just sleep with guys I just met.

we drove for what seemed like an hour but was really like 15-20 minutes .

Justin got out and walked around the car to open my door. "Madame" he said hold his hand out. his hands were so warm, weirdly warm but I liked it because mine were always cold. we got in the house and I took a look around. there was a guest room a main room a bathroom a kitchen and a living room. gotta admit this house was really nice . I walked into the guest room expecting to stay in there since it was his house. closing and locking the door I went over to the closet. nothing... I went over to the small wooden dresser next to the bed and looked in there.. perfect i pulled out a tangtop and a pair of red plaid pajama pants. I walked out into the kitchen looking for some food. I grabbed an Apple and a glass of water. this would have to settle for tonight. when I turned a round I saw justin standing there .. shirtless .. and my god was he perfect. I caught myself staring at his abbs and quickly snapped myself out of it.

"goodnight justin" I said walking past him like he didn't phase me.

"wait are you sleeping in the guest bedroom?" he asked suprised .

"yeah if that's okay .."

" oh... yeah I guess , I just thought... never mind, goodnight bella " he said.

"night hun" I answered walking to my room taking a bite of my Apple.

I got in my room and quickly rapped myself imt the thin blanket. it was freezing in here and there was no other blankets. I started shivering and realized that I coudnt sleep in here. grabbing my thin useless blanket I dragged it behind me out to the couch and tried sleeping out there. it was still cold but I managed to close my eyes and start falling asleep.

I woke up in the middle of the night sweating .. my hand against a warm blanket and my cheeks pressed against something as well. I opened my eyes to see skin... Justin's skin. I wanted to get up and yell at him but then I would have to lay here alone and shivering again. plus I was extremely comfortable. I never felt so safe. I decided to just fall back asleep which was easy to do.