Crimson

Part 2

It has been so long since the last time I had any emotions. The last bottle I got was a cheap Cheerfulness at the bar. Recently the employers were more sinful than the past. It’s been said that crimes were at their peak in the last decade and it’s all blamed on the government. Filthy politics they say, but I know why. The reason for all those crimes, robberies, murders, suicides, frauds and whatever, are those dim emotions…
I bought a bottle once, although it was ridiculously expensive I saved up some money and bought it, just to feel the lavishing emotion the rich men feel.  A dark blue fluid in a bottle. I knocked it back and was instantly hooked. I felt sorrow in my heart, heavy and bulky, in my head. echoing each and every whisper of nothingness and in my mouth like a bitter orange peel. After the fluid was out of my system I knew I needed more, like an addiction, my body needed more… well fortunately- in this case- I’m poor therefore couldn’t afford any more dark blue bottles so I was off the hook but I know if I had that kind of money I would’ve burned it just to feel that burden in my heart again.
Yeah, this is why, the more you consume the emotion, the more you get consumed by it. This is a fact not known by the mass, only the elite figured it out and they’re trying to keep this precious secret hidden as long as possible. So that all the murders, all the wrongdoings, everything would fall on our shoulder and they’d be free of blame and stigma.