You wrote your book, Understand but I don't think you even understand. You dont understand what it took to get me to the point of breaking the point in which I just stopped caring. I literally had one thing in life that I didn't hate and one person that I thought loved me just as much as I loved them, I had my friends and I had you. I hated living so much and you never even knew because when I was around you and our friends everything was better even if it was just for an hour a day. That hour everyday is what I looked forward to and waited for. Yes last year was hard for me and I know I changed but you don't understand what I went through to get there. You may have said you wanted to be with me but you really never put in an effort to and that is what I needed I needed to see that I was actually wanted and with you I didn't have that anymore. The boys treated me like I was important as to where you no longer had. Yes I know what I had done was absolutely wrong and yes I really do regret it but sometimes you just have to do what is best for you and what makes you happy and you always did make me happy even when you weren't with me I knew I could just talk to you and feel better for a little bit. I believed that I didn't make you happy anymore so I left. I saw nothing wrong with what I had done at this point because you had her and she makes you happier than I ever could. I just want you to understand that I also have my reasons.
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RandomAll you do is say one thing and mean another how do you expect me to move on and get over it if you can't stop making it worse on me?
