I dont know exactly how long its been but I do know its around 4 months.. 4 months since we've actually been friends. Yes, we've talked, but that was because you wanted to talk. I wanted to talk to you yet you've ignored me. It took a lot for me to text you but I did it... More than once. I've had so much going on lately, so much that I can't even tell my boyfriend, the one person that's there for me no matter what is the one person I'm scared to be judged by. I need you right now, more than I've needed anyone ever. I wish more than anything that I didn't want to talk to you, I wish that I could just tell him everything, but I can't. You were the one person who knew everything there was to know about me and now I'm going through more and more everyday and you know absolutely nothing. You always told me that I could talk to you whenever I needed you even if we weren't on good terms yet I've come to learn that wasn't true. No matter how much I wish it was it just isn't. No matter how much I wish you would talk to me or even just acknowledge that I exist. Life has been the hardest for me here lately and you're not here for me. Im not writing this just to make you talk to me btw I'm just trying to get this out of my system.
YOU ARE READING
What Do You Want From Me?
RandomAll you do is say one thing and mean another how do you expect me to move on and get over it if you can't stop making it worse on me?
