January 15, 2014
As I once reminisce the past
A smile came out from my lips
But deep inside, my heart felt the pain
Bringing the questions which are unanswerable without his presence.
What if he never left?
Could we still be happy?
Could he still see me smile?
Could he still hear me laugh?
Could I still ride on his bike?
Could I still play with him until night?
Could I still call him by his name?
Could we still be the same?
Tears fell down unexpectedly,
The smile I longed to have was gone automatically
Then the miserable me was back
For how could I be normal again without his love?
I was then a happy girl,
The one who smiles after the rain,
The one who forgets about the pain
But that was when I was still with him...
My heart is aching until now
'Cause I don't know what to do,
I am longing for his all,
I am now miserable.
I am longing for his voice
Which gives my heart so much noise,
I am longing for his embrace and touch,
I am missing him so much.
I want to do again what we did
I missed myself being a kid
Our childhood mem'ries will never fade,
I won't forget what we had made.
He is still my Childhood Friend…
No matter what happen.......
