Love is Genderless [Jayy Von Monroe Love Story]

[Part 15] The truth comes out.

Recap: Jayy admitted to Dahvie he thinks he loves Shadow so Dahvie told her she has to tell him the truth.

*Shadow/Shane’s POV*

I stayed up all night just watching Jayy sleep, thinking how I was going to tell him, wondering how he would react and most of all, would he still love me when he found out the truth?

"You’re up early." He yawned as he started to wake up.

"I didn’t sleep." I mumbled.

"What’s wrong babe? Got something on your mind?" He asked stroking my cheek.

"Yeah. I…need to tell you…something." I mumbled moving away from his hand feeling tears come to my eyes.

"What is it babe? Whatever it is I promise I won’t be too mad ok?" He said kissing my shoulder.

My heart felt like it was being stabbed repeatedly as he tried to get close to me, finally I gently pushed him away and stood up.

"You’re not gonna like this…at all, but you need to know Jayy, it’s easier if I just show you I guess." I said as I stood at the end of the bed while he sat up staring at me confused.

I reached up my shirt and undid the bandages around my chest that made me appear flat chested, I let them drop to the floor and sighed from the lovely free feeling of not having my boobs crushed against my chest.

"Did someone hurt you?" Jayy asked looking angry.

"No. They’re to keep these strapped down." I stated uneasily as I lifted up my shirt revealing my chest to him, as soon as he saw them he just stared at them for the longest time until I put my shirt down.

"You’re…You’re a girl…?" He choked out.

"Yeah but Jayy let me explain-"

"NO!!! GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!!!" He shouted as anger filled his eyes, he basically jumped out of bed and stormed over to me wrapping a hand around my throat slamming me against the wall.

"Jayy please-"

"YOU FUCKING LYING WHORE!!! YOU KNOW I’M FUCKING GAY AND YOU PULLED THIS CRAZY PSYCHO FANGIRL SHIT!!! GET THE FUCK OUT AND DON’T COME BACK YOU’RE FUCKING FIRED!!!" He screamed in my face dragging me out of the room and literally threw me off the bus slamming the door shut.

I slowly climbed to my feet and stared at the door with tears streaming down my face, what had I done? I’d completely betrayed and destroyed him emotionally…I’m such a waste of life…

"I’m sorry Jayy." I whispered as I slowly walked away, I knew Roxie would want to stay with Dahvie so I guess I was on my own again.

*Jayy’s POV*

After throwing Shane or whoever the fuck she really was I called Dahvie and told him to get the fuck back to the bus, him and Roxie were back in minutes.

"What the hell is going on!?" Dahvie exclaimed thinking someone was dead or something probably.

"Shane’s a motherfucking girl! She fucking pretended to be a guy so I’d fall for her because I’m Gay!" I shouted.

"She told you?" Roxie asked looking surprised.

"You knew?!" I shouted at her.

"Of course I fucking knew she’s my best friend!" Roxie shouted back looking angry.

"So you fucking lied to me too!" I shouted accusingly.

"Wait where is she?!" Roxie shouted starting to panic.

"I told her to fucking leave!" I shouted back.

"You fucking idiot! Where the fuck did she go?!" Roxie screamed starting to lose her shit.

"Roxie, calm down and Jayy, I knew too, and believe me, Shadow had a good reason to do what she did." Dahvie said placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Bullshit, she did this so she could have a chance with a gay guy I know it." I snapped shrugging his hand off my shoulder.

"Think about it dude, how many times did she try to stop you from coming onto her saying she didn’t want to hurt you, it was never her intention to do that to you because she cares about you, probably even loves you too." Dahvie said solemnly.

I slowly sank down onto the couch and buried my face in my hands as I started to cry, I was so confused, I was completely gay, but this girl had definitely found a place in my heart.

"What the fuck do I do?" I choked out.

"Look Jayy," Roxie said as she took a seat next to me putting a comforting hand on my shoulder, "I know you’re 100% gay but it’s pretty clear you love her and she loves you, maybe you need to look past the lack of dick and just try to see her."

"Yeah man, besides, you of all people should know that it doesn’t matter if you’re a guy or a chick, love is genderless, you know that better than anyone, just…talk it out and work something out with her, I know you guys will find a way to work things out." Dahvie added in.

"I’ll try." I mumbled.

I hugged both of them in a group hug tightly, but as we were having a deep and meaningful moment, Roxie’s phone rang, she pulled away and answered.

"Shadow!? Where are you babe?!" She exclaimed worriedly, she was quiet for a moment and soon her eyes filled with tears and fear, she told Shadow to hide and that we would be there soon and hung up running to the car with me and Dahvie behind.

"Baby what’s going on!?" Dahvie asked looking scared as we all piled into the car, Roxie got in the drivers seat and started the car and sped off.

"Roxie went back to her brother Troy because she didn’t know where else to go…and he has a knife." She said as tears ran down her face.