She wished she could touch him. She wished she could talk to him. For him to hear her voice. She missed him dearly. Angel was her friend. But she secretly loved him and never told him.
Cordy lost everything after Connor. She lost her body, her soul. Her mind. It literally killed her when she supposedly had their "daughter". Who really wasn't their daughter in the end. She was a horrible demon that took place in Cordelia's body, a Host is what it needed.
. . . But in the end. Was everything really worth it?. She lost the one person who she really wanted all along. But he was too scared to be with her after he hurt Buffy. Angel couldn't be happy. If he was... he would turn into Angelus. It was his ... CURSE.
But Cordy wanted to fix it. To do everything she could for him. Angle deserved happiness even though it would never be with her. "You should really get that". Cordelia spoke before disappearing, her last words echoing even in her own mind. She never really woke up. It was just a mind projection. She was still ... Dead Asleep. And nothing could save her. She would forever be in limbo. She didn't want to move on. She wanted to tell Angel. ... But how could she?.
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"Hᴏᴡ ᴅᴏᴇs ɪᴛ sᴏᴜɴᴅ
Wʜᴇɴ I ᴄʀᴏss ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ?
Wʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴜs ᴏɴ ᴀ Fʀɪᴅᴀʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛ?
Aʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏᴘ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ, sᴘɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪʀᴇs?
Aʀᴇ ᴡᴇ sʟᴏᴡ ᴅᴀɴᴄɪɴɢ
Tᴏ ᴀ ᴠɪɴʏʟ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ, ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴍɪxᴛᴀᴘᴇ, ᴀ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀʙᴀɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ, ᴏɴ ʙʀᴏᴀᴅᴡᴀʏ?
Is ɪᴛ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏʀ ɪs ɪᴛ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ʟᴏᴜᴅ?
Dᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʀᴀɪɴ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴏғ ᴏғ ᴀɴ F-150
Sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ʜɪɢʜ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄɪᴛʏ
Mᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇʟᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴡɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪᴄᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴡᴇ'ʀᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ᴜᴘ
Is ɪᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ Gᴇᴏʀɢᴇ Sᴛʀᴀɪᴛ ᴏʀ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ Tɪᴍ MᴄGʀᴀᴡ?
Iᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ɢɪʀʟ, I ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ
Wʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
Hᴏᴡ ᴅᴏᴇs ɪᴛ sᴏᴜɴᴅ?
Iғ ᴡᴇ ᴅᴏ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ?
Dɪᴛᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴏᴡᴅ, ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ, ʙᴀʙʏ
Mᴀᴋᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ɴᴏɪsᴇ, ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ sᴏᴜɴᴅᴛʀᴀᴄᴋ
Cʟᴏsᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs, ɢɪʀʟ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ" ... (CHANGE GIRL TO BOY).
