Do You Even Love Me?

Chapter IV- I Like You But You Betrayed Me

3 days later~

Cupcake's P.O.V

I was sitting down, eating at the dining table. My parents went out a long time ago. I got up and went out the door. I love mushroom soup so I'm gonna buy more. I went into the supermarket and went to aisle 3. I took the can of mushroom soup and went to go to the cashier. I bumped into someone...........sigh.....again. "WATCH WHERE YO-" I was about to yell but stopped when I saw who it was. "Pudding?" I said in shock.

"Yes Cupcake~ Its me~" he said. I smiled wearily. "Hi" I greeted. "Hello~ So~ Have You Decided~?" He asked. "Yeah" I answered. "So~ Whats it going to be~?" He asked smiling. "I hate you.." I said. His smile dropped into a disappointed frown. "Oh....." he muttered sadly looking down. "Let me finish" I said. He looked up. "I hate you but I also like you" I said. His eyelights brightened.

"So, will stay with me~?" He asked. "Sure, dealing with my parents isn't easy" I said. He nodded. I paid for my food and walked out. He escorted me and grabbed my hand, our hands intertwined. I smiled brightly. "You know, my name is Palette Roller" he said. "Well, my real name is Goth AfterDeath" I said. We reached his home. I opened the door and sat on the couch. He reached into his pocket. He pulled out a remote with a purple button. "You're such a fool~" Pudding said smirking.

He pressed the purple button. I was electric-shocked. I winced in pain. "You won't scream~?" He asked with a wider maniac-like grin. "I, WON'T!! THIS DOESN'T HURT ME AS MUCH AS- GRRR!!" I yelled and groaned. "Really~? Okay~" he said as he pressed the button at the side which stopped the electric shocks. I stood up. "I was- no, I AM wrong, I should never agree, this is why I can never love again" I said coldly with sharp eyesockets.

"Cupcake, I-I-" he started but I cut him off. "Save It" I spat. Tears pricked my eyesockets. My eyelight shrunk. I ran and pushed him aside. I opened the door out. I turned to him. My tears streamed down my face. "Goodbye, Palette Roller" I said as I ran out and slammed the door shut. I ran to my home. I opened the door and my parents glared at me but their gazes softened when he saw my tears.

"Sweetie, whats wrong?" Mom asked. "Mom, have you ever liked someone but had your heart/soul broken?" I asked in a shaky voice. My tears streamed down like a river. "Well, yes" she said.

"As much as I hate saying this or talking about this but, I used to date Nightmare" she said. "Fell Nightmare or?" I asked. "Fell Nightmare" She said. "Or I'd prefer to call him, Dark Shadow" she continued. "He said he loved me but hurt me by whipping me and stabbing me" she said. "I may be a masochist but, every time he did those things he broke my heart/soul" she said.

I frowned. "I have Genophobia and no its not the fear of myself, its the fear of reproduction, having you was a tough choice but I'm grateful that it was Reaper that I had you with" Mom said. I smiled sadly and nodded. I hate him but love him too...........