[‹‹Young Love››] F.W

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"For the moment was so magical and yet so unforgettable. Were we dreaming? Was it real? I don't care to be honest. Just as long as you're in my arms with me I'm happy."

Finn's POV

Where could she be?

I've spent 30 minutes trying to find her so I can apologize.

Like she'll ever forgive you

Where the hell could she be?

Why the hell did I bully her in the first place?

Her secret place!

I decided to take my own bike and ride to her secret place. I had so much adrenaline in me to take back everything I said.

At first, I thought he just had a drinking issue. I thought wrong. He abused her, assaulted her, harassed her, and almost raped her. That's why she was screaming that night. She was asking for help because she was getting raped. Everything made sense now. Her small bruises, the cuts on her arm, it's all because of her father and now... It's because of me.

When she said that she's been suffering for 8 years somehow my heart just broke. I wasn't suppose to feel pity for this girl but somehow she made my heart and mind function again.

I promise I'm not like this. I seem like a fucking cold hearted jerk who doesn't care for anyone.

No.

I used to have a heart. A real one. A happy one... Someone just broke it. They broke it and never bothered to fix it up again to help me function. They never bothered to at least bring some pieces back. They never bothered to become friends or just acquaintances. They just left me. Never came back. Never thought of me. Never talked about me.

Ever since then, I became so cold. It took time for me to realize that I actually changed. I don't treat my friends the way I used to treat them before. I shut them out when they ask me if I want to come with them to have fun. I shut them out when they ask me if I'm okay cause I don't to show them how I weak I am just because of some girl.

I made my way to the stairs and I saw her at the balcony dressed in a regular white shirt, ripped jeans, and Vans but her back was facing me.

"Take one step forward and you're dead to me." I gulped at her words. Her voice sounded so dry.

"I'm here to talk to you, Elisse." I say calmly. My heart was beating so fast I feel like it's gonna leap out and tell her why I bully her.

"Yeah 'talk' as in hurting me with words again. Are you that dumb to not notice I fucking hate you?" I had the urge to cross the line and just hold her in my arms but that's never gonna happen. Maybe even before I hold her she throws me off the balcony.

"I-I'm not hear to hurt you again. I swear I'm here to talk things out." I hear her scoff and my chances of being forgiven of her are out the window.

"Finn, do you actually think I'll forgive you? You embarrassed me in front of the entire school. You gave me such a bad image and people didn't even know my name back then! Now everybody calls me a slut. Before then, my mornings were just talking to Jaeden and Lonny. When I walk into the halls of the school, I don't get stared at. Now, I get stared at everyday, everywhere, everytime. When I'm around, all I hear is murmurs and whispers about me. You changed everyones perspective of me." She says and I can tell she was trying really hard not to cry again.