Hey there dear readers:)
New chapter of Stalker is out as you can see!Hope you'll like it,vote and comment about your thoughts! I am so and very sorry for the long wait but I had exams and had to learn.Couldn't find the time to even relax,but well I wrote this short little something chapter like thing for you and I'll be damn happy if you will be too!
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Being in love is dangerous.
Dangerous and sickeningly sweet. Like giving your heart to a psychopath and still hoping for the best.Even tough you know she will tear it in million little pieces and you wont be the same ever again you still go ahead and take the jump. Straight into the doubts ,jealousy and torture which comes in pair with an overwhelming and fragile happiness.
Life is fragile ,love is fragile ,human's hearts are fragile.
Daniel never wanted to fall,but he fell hard.He couldn't foresee that he will end up alone and broken,trying to cover up the black hole in his soul with bodies and pretty faces.Guessed it was fate or karma,a punishment from the universe for how he treated women. Still it hurt like nothing ever before.
After almost two year he was ready to take the next step.To be a family man.A husband.Everything was going smoothly.Susan and he were doing fine.They had dates,they had made love with intensity .They laughed a lot together and there was barely any time when they got bored.Of course there were fights ,but it was only natural.There isn't any couple on earth who at least hadn't got one big fight,when they just couldn't stand to even see each other .When every little thing ,every little habit the other had just irritated the hell out of them.But even their fights were likable for Dan.She was sexy, cool, talkative and smart. He couldn't understand why. Just couldn't. What did he do wrong? He fucked up? But where? And how?
Dan stood there in the rain while she cried and begged for him to forgive her for leaving.For cutting things off.Her hand shook as she reached out and touched his cheeks.Then Susan turned around and walked away.He was watching in disbelief,in complete and utter shock.Waiting for the prank to be over.Waiting for his lover to ran back with a smile saying:"I was just joking,dummy!"
But she didn't.Instead Susan waved off a taxi and leaved the scene of her crime.Dan's cheeks were wet and not just from the rain. His dark and now glistening eyes looked inside the restaurant where they had their first and seemed like their last date.He felt a sob tore out of his throat,and he turned around and walked away before he could embarrass himself further.The rain became a storm and he found his home after hours of marching .Alone,drenched ,lonely and sad.
Settling down on his couch Dan face palmed himself ,with his back hunched and elbows on his knees .Placed the gold ring with a diamond on the smoking table before him .Then he let it go.Didn't even bothered with his wet clothes.He sobbed and weeped like a hurt child.Wanted to curl up in a corner and never get up.Wanted to break something,punch someone.Susan,then himself for even thinking of hitting a woman.His sanity was swallowed in darkness.He couldn't stop himself and started to slam to the wall everything in sight,controller ,smoke table ,magazines and the girly decorative cushion that Susan forced in his house,on his couch.
But his house- phone rang disturbing him in letting out his frustration.After half a hour of not bothering with it ,a thought flashed through his mind and he quickly hurried to the phone picking it up."Susan?"Voice cracked.
No answer ,nothing.He heard somebody was on the line but no words came."Say something!!"He demanded in irritation.It wasn't the first prank call he got,and again in his worst moments."Who is there??!"The unsettling feeling of being watched sent shivers down his spine again and the hairs on his neck stood on edge."Why the fuck do you keep calling me?" Voice not so loud this time .
The line went dead rapidly and Dan blinked before sighing and walking away to have a shower.Suddenly his anger died out and he felt cold, very cold.Wanted the hot liquid blue clean water to wash away this horrible day and wanted to feel clean.Looking around in his living room while throwing off his suit jacket,shirt and pants he decided that cleaning up the mess will be a big work and he wasn't in the mood to do it anyway. Glancing once more on the phone with a weird feeling in the spit of his stomach ,he shook his head and had a feeling if the phone call hadn't came he most likely would have broken all the things in the house.
He got goosebumps and looked out of his window into the dark night.Felt eyes on him. "You're crazy Dan,fucking crazy.And your smashed living room is a bloody proof in itself. "His right hand ran through his damp hair before he headed to the shower still shaking his head and sighing.The never ending why still lingering in his brains.And a vow that he won't ever fall in love again,won't ever be nice to any damn woman and fate can just go and fuck herself because she must be a single woman and this is why she feels the need to break people's hearts.
James's breath got caught in his throat when he taught Dan's eyes landed on him .He clenched to his binoculars for dear life and rolled away from the window and off of the bed .He was frightened ,scared shit-less.His eyes only opened when his breath evened out and he climbed back on his bed ,more like crawled and peeked over to see Dan shaking his head as he headed to his bathroom.A sigh of relief leaved his lips then the tears started to roll again.
James felt strong hands on his shoulders and he was pulled into a warm hug."You little idiot.If it hurts you so much ,don't look."Said Tito while his hands ran up and down on the crying man's back while his head went on his lap .James burrowed his face into Tito's stomach as much as he could without choking himself.
"It's all my fault!"He muttered and sobbed even louder.Tito clicked his tongue and rolled his eyes but his voice remained calm and his hands smoothing.
"No,it was that cheating bitch's fault.You just tried to help."Running his cream colored hand through the red and jagged hair's of his crying and anguished friend, he murmured."This was the right choice Pookie.A long term good decision with short time big suffering."
"D-do you re-really t-think?"Hi-cupped the redhead while looking up with big green eyes that swam in still un shed tears. "I-I s-should have j-just stayed o-out of it."
"The cat always comes out of the bag ,it was just matter of time.At least he doesn't know ,it would have broke down any man,knowing the woman he had loved spread her legs to anybody. "Tito smiled sadly and kissed James's damp cheek."I'm shipping you anyway."
Sooo?Did you liked this little chapter of the past?Do you understand more about Tito ,James or Dan now?Was it to your liking? Cuz I liked writing it!Please comment and vote.I would be soooo grateful for it really :)
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