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"You came undone."
"What?" Sucked in a sharp breath,the rattled redhead.
"Just as I've said,"Blew out more smoke Tito,his blonde hair messy, unkept and around his shoulders. "you came undone." Gazing into the endless skies,as the daylight started to lit up the poetic landscape around them,James's friend repeated himself.
"I dont get what you mean ,here."
Tito glanced beside him,straight into his mate's clueless green eyes,and tried not to get sucked too deep in them. Talking about urges,urges he wanted to hide just as much as James. " Easy." Taking a deep drag from his joint and calming his stammering heart,the blonde turned his back to the awakening sun,and leaned his hips to the rails of the balcony,before he started to explain something obvious. So,obvious that it was laughable,that he,the "rival" had to explain to the lovestruck idiot,whom he "the friend" loved just as much ,as the stalker his target of emotions.Even,tough he wasnt a rival,and he couldnt quite managed to laugh.Still,funny.It was. In grotesque ways. "Do you feel like a dog in heat ?"
James made a disturbed face at the surprising question.
"Well,do you?" Tito asked again,getting fed up with repeating every sentence of his,so early in the morning.
The other nodded,flushed,averting his gaze on his shoes,tough they werent anything interesting.
Tito's jaws clenched. "Not surprising," he started,playing nonchalant,casual. " you are in love with the man,watching him everyday for years,now. You should have seen this coming. "
No matter how much James wanted to take kindly his friends words,they seemed cruel. He just wanted help with clearing his head,but maybe waking up the moody photographer was a bad idea.
"In the end,its better if I stay far away from him. " Understatement of the year,tought James and reached inside his jacket , then he pulled out a cancer stick."Sorry,for being rude and shaking you up from your sweetest dreams. "Winked playfully the midget,trying to cheer up the sulking photographer.
"Why?" Tito asked,giving a smile at the humor while smoking his weed and throwing his lighter to James,who caught it in time and uttered a thank you. " You were in the shadows for far too long." Really,who are you to give advices in this field,hypocrite,chicken. Tito chuckled,as he almost heard the french's mocking voice. Jean would definitely tell something like that to him. Sometimes, he had a feeling he knew too much already of the magnetic man.
James gave a puzzled look,to his stoned friend.
"You know what I want from you. " Tito closed his eyes , what he wanted,really,deeply?From the bottom of his heart? That was not something his buddy wanted to hear. No,he was the wingman,the shoulder to rely on,the sidekick. "I always wanted to be the hero ,tough." He muttered ,smirking.
"What?" Now,James was utterly lost,and started to worry about the shooting. Didnt have a guess if Tito was really that high,or just sleepy. Or both.
Tito,sighed. Getting enough of pulling the others strings." I dont know ,James. What Im urging you to do? Like everyday ,huh?" His voice teasing, expression of a mother ,who tries to explain something really simple to her child,whose just not able to understand it. "Man up ,boo and get the man! You are getting closer to him,dont back down now."
"Are you crazy?" With his voice raised high,James almost shouted.
"I know you like the back of my hand,my friend. You cant pretend anymore,cant turn a blind eye on your own want. Open your eyes finally,you have a chance now. Use it wisely."
"But its..."
"Thats not enough!" Cut off James the blonde ,as he threw the finished joint away,and off of the balcony. "Not anymore. You know it too. You cant hide behind your binoculars forever. You wont be satisfied with just watching. You crossed that line long ago."Tito caught himself before throwing more painfully true words to his friend's head,whose cheeks grew red,but not just in embarrasment.
Green eyes swam in tears,and James couldnt control himself no more ,when Tito half hugged him,and pulled him closer. He was a grown up man,and knew how shameful it was,yet he couldnt stop himself and started to cry. Sob openly.
It was heart wrenching,for both of them. But Tito knew his friend had to face the truth. No matter how sorrowful it was for James too,he had to face the changes. The changes of his life,and feelings. Observing wasnt enough any longer. Wouldnt be satisfying for his friend in the future,and Tito did feel quilty for pushing the redhead into this state. James who was afraid of any small shift in his life,new adjustments . But it was a must,maybe not as much for the redhead,but for him. He wanted James to give a try to real happiness,and he wanted nothing else but to see his buddy smile in bliss ,after that he could be satisfied and give a go at his own search for a new love too.
"Hush,Im here." Tried to comfort Tito his friend,whom he loved so much,it couldnt be poured into words.
James clung to the other,felt horrible,lost and scared. Everything became so complicated,and it was too much for him. The beastly desire raising in his viens and traveling trough his body during the night,and how it grew stronger minute by minute, whenever Daniel only did as much as popping up in his mind ,was unbearable and couldnt go unnoticed anymore. " I dont know what do do." Whispered the redhead, disoriented.
Tito took a deep breath before saying ,utterly serious. " Well,you need to be a bit more tactful. "
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