Jamala and Sergey - You before me

3.

The next morning was a little chaotic. I woke up with the thought of him and on my way to the arts academy he was constantly in my mind.»why would he love someone like me tho..«,I look at the sheet of paper with his number in my hands,i walk in and go in the class. I couldn't focus on my books or to our teacher but i could think about his perfect face with his cute smile and his charming voice.
The lessons go by and i walk out of the academy. I was walking by a coffee shop when i saw him again. The man i actually »adore«. I see him looking at me,i blush imidiatly and turn my head away, I start to walk fastly. „Susana!", i see him walking after me and after a few moments i see his hands holding my arm.  „Hey,are you hurrying somewhere?" he looks at me softly with his chocolate brown eyes. I turn slowly round to him,"I was walking..home..",i can remember i was so shy. „Don't you want to come and eat something with me maybe?We can talk and get to know each other better." Well,after this »Date« we started to meet more often, he brought me to different places, cuddled me and made me feel like the most precioust woman in this whole world. We loved each other and we knew it from the beggining on,so like i wasn't still finished i have to tell you the »best« part of this love story.
»I will start with the best night of my life:
I was preparing for another meeting with him, my dress was black and it was kinda short. Anyway i was preparing when someone knocked at my door,i went to the door and when i opened up i saw HIM, in a white shirt and black trousers. My first thought was „Damn". He looks at me up and down and stays with his mouth opened,"Wow..y..you look amazing Susana".I look at him and giggle „Thank you,you look handsome too". We look into each others eyes and smile till i clear my voice."So,where are we going?", he grabs my hand and leads me outside to his car,"There is a special place i want to show you","I only bring the persons there who i really trust". I blush softly and kisses his cheek.I whisper in his ear „I can't wait."
So the time goes by and we reach a beautiful..park?He grabs my hand and holds it like he would never want to let it go."Follow me" was he saying. I followed him till i saw a beautiful lake with many flowers and the sun was going down.I look at the view amazed."Oh god sergey thats beautiful",in that moment i said it he dragged me down to the bench and put me on his lap. „I am glad that you like it", he puts a hair behind my ear and kisses my cheek. In that moment i could feel my cheeks red fire and my cheeks hurting of smiling too bright,i loved this man.More than anything.We sat there and enjoyed each others near,felt each others heartbeat and cuddled like a real couple. After a while he looked up at me and grabbed my hand."Susana,i know you won't think the same like me but since i saw you the first time i knew that you are the right one for me,susana i love you". In the moment he whispered this to me i could feel my heart bursting.For a while i only looked at him and stayed mute. Then i grabbed his hand and looked at him into his deep brown eyes."I love you too sergey". My very first kiss ended up with him leaning down to my face and kissing me passionately. It was the most beautifulst kiss someone ever gave me.
When he brought me home after promising me that he will be the best boyfriend over a 1000 times, i can tell we had a sleepless but passional and beautiful night. »smiles«
The next morning when i was sleeping in his arms i could feel something was strange with me. When i opened my eyes i couldn't realise anything but the way to the bathroom and the way i got sick.Yes,we didn't protect last night. We two actually never talked about having kids or even marriage. But i knew he would be happy to be father, he has always been so caring with children, even if they weren't his own ones. So like i was saying, i got sick. After i did the test it showed me »positive«. I am sitting on the bathroom floor and starre on the test,i was pregnant.Pregnant at the age of 19 and by the love of my life, i go out to him with the test in my hands.I still cover the fact that its positive. He looks up at me full of hope „And?". I don't say a word,i only sit on his lap and put the test slowly and carefully in his hands like it could break in every second. He looks down at it and stays for a few moments stoned. When i started to worry i say „Sergey?Aren't you happy?". He only looks up at me and i can allready see how his mouth is creating to a bright smile.He puts his hand on his mouth and tears up of happiness. At his gest i had to smile and hug him tightly,he started to fill me with kisses and to tell me how much he loves me and how happy he is to have a child with me,with his love of his life.
Unfortunately whilest my pregnancy everything started to change,and you will see why it did change.