Raped

Life

My name is Lana and I'm the type of girl who been through more than hell. And probably been through so much that no one in their 50s even experienced in their life. When I was 2 years old my uncle raped me and all the way until I was 9 years old. I could still hear my little voice say over and over 'stop' but that never happened. When a girl in whatever age say stop that means stop. But to other people it must sound like Opposite Day to them. My parents never knew that I was raped only because they only seen a little girl who wanted attention. But that's the point I never got it. And every child needs love, attention, hugs and much more. But I never seem to get it. Maybe that's why I turned out the way I am because I always looked for love somewhere else. When I turned 12 years old I was basically kicked out of my house and forced to live with my aunt in California. My parents always thought I stole from them. But I was just a little 12 year old who only wanted my parents to say 'I love you'. But they thought I had sense enough to steal they nice fabulous riches. I grew up in a wealthy household. My dad owned 4 companies and my mom was an entrepreneur. Due to my parents being so busy with work they never had time for me and especially never had time to have sex to produce another baby so I was the only child. I spent half of my childhood getting raped and abused. But I was still living in a mansion. I guess you could call that lucky. When I returned to my aunt house from the summertime I immediately went to depression and I was only 12 years old. My parents verbally abused my brain. They told me I would grow up to be a stripper, have a house full of kids, and basically be a worthless person living on earth. But what can I say. I was only 12 years old at the time.