4. Stefan-"I thought I could control it."

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  I️ hate having class with her. I️ know her, She doesn't know it but I've saved her life. There was a car with her parents in the front and her in the back. It flew right of Wickery Bridge. I️ tried to save her parents but the cops came right after I️ took her out the water. I️t was too late anyways. When I️ saved this girl she had a cut on her forehead. And for some reason I️ didn't want the blood. It was the last thing on my mind. So now when i️ tell myself I️ can control the hunger, its only because I️ saved the girl. Not because i'm was strong.

I️ head to the cemetery. It's the farthest I️ can get away from people and it's peaceful. I️ take out my journal and try to think of any positives about today. The only thing that comes to mind is that I️ have three classes with this girl. I'm a vampire and I️ haven't figured out her name ... Weird huh? I'm wasting my time. I'm 17 but i've been 17 for 164 years. I've been in high school and college many times and yet I️ came back to do it again for this girl. I️ know her from somewhere but I️ just don't recall it. When I️ saved her life it was like I️ was supposed to be there for her. I️ look for my favorite exit out of cemetery.

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My worst fears a becoming a reality. I thought I️ could control it but I️ almost snapped. Almost. Why didn't I️? If this was anyone else I️ would've drained their arteries. But with her I️ have some control. I️ don't know if this is supposed to be a good thing or not. I️ vamp speed home and grab some bourbon. It burns as I️ gulp it. Because it stops the cravings, I️ drink at least a bottle a day. I'm a vampire why am I️ living like a human? Because you want to be human. I️ knew the answer already. Just then the door knocks. I️ open it.

"Hello, brother." He says.

***Sorry for the short chapter I️ was busy lately and I️ didn't know how much time it really took to make a chapter. I created 3 books and thought I️ can keep up and update new chapters daily but i️ can't. I'll update once a week if I️ can but next week the story will be fuller and more interesting.****

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