Feelings I (Completed ✅)

Death

*To some viewer's, this may be triggering. You have been warned*
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So I have been thinking lately, what if I died. Like out of the blue? I don't have a will, so some of the stuff I want to give to certain people, they wouldn't even know. I want to tell certain people that I like them a lot. I want to experience life, get in trouble, get caught making out with someone in my room. Anything, my life is so boring, I just want a little bit of trouble not to much just a little.
*Triggering section over*

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Have you ever wanted someone so bad, but you know you can't have them? Well I know that feeling all to well. Liking someone you can't have is just fantastic. You think about them constantly, you think about what could happen, you wonder how it would feel to be with them. I wonder every damn day, what would happen, what would people think? But in the end, it doesn't even matter because I will never have that person. I will never feel their kiss, their hugs, their love. Nothing, zip, a big fat goose egg. But I see them together, and it lowkey kills me. But I can't say anything, because hell will rain down on to earth. But oh well... Life is life...