Mujhe Teri Zaroorat Hai

12:The fate

I'm extremely sorry guys.I tried updating yesterday night.But there were some network issues due to which this chapter could not published properly.sorry for the inconvenience caused.This chapter is entirely dedicated to sanjana2904 and Angel_Rits.Sanjana had been asking me to update from quite a few days and my despo girl rits will be extremely happy if I update this chapter and unveil the past.Dont you?OK now coming to the chapter,the previous target has not completed yet and I'm very much upset but then I had exams so I couldn't update and didn't take it seriously.But now I'm updating just because of my loyal readers and as I said in the earlier chapter this story is going to finish with just a few more chapters may be 5chapters.
Now,lets get into it.

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Dev still talks facing monali's picture.

"I have been hurting sonakshi for the past few days from the day we got married.I really can't help it.She loves me so much and will not able to bear that one thing which I have been hiding from all.I know she will be extremely hurt when she knows it.She may even hate for the blunder I have done in the past.I had literally tried hard to correct my mistake but before setting things right,monali had gone and I had become mentally unstable.

Though I had become unstable,I remembered few things.I didnt forget that you told me who was shonu.I know we both literally fought each other as you lied me about your name.I hate lies and you know it.But now,what am I doing?I'm lying to the only girl whom I have been in love for more than 2 years.That girl who is madly in love with me thinks I hate her and love you.I thought to tell her the truth but how could I?If I go to tell her the truth,i should say the entire truth.But after hearing it,she will feel disgusted of me.We can never be Happy in any ways.I know how it feels to be in guilt.I can't let her also live in the guilt.That's why instead of living a life together with guilt,its better to let her live alone.Yeah I know she will be dejected but then as time passes,she can move on.At least she can be Happy without any guilt or grief.I just want her to be happy be it with me or without me.For that ,I need to do all this.I'm sorry monali.Even now,I'm sitting here talking to you about her but my shonu OK OK dont get angry .I know only you call her shonu.But she loves more when I call her shonu.Silly sonakshi will be waiting thinking outside that I'm talking some lovey dovey things to you and will be remembering those moments.haa.OK now,I'm going out.Will see you later"

Dev's pov:

I was wiping my tears and coming outside the room when I saw sonakshi sitting on the bed crying .I just could not see her crying.I have always hurt her every time.But until now I haven't seen her like this.She was such a strong girl and she will not be crying like this just because I scolded her a few moments ago.I wanted to just go and hug her tight ,give her the love she needs.She doesn't deserve this hatred.But I had to do this.I cannot go and console her.She will definitely get to know about my hidden love and care.So,I had to turn on facade of hatred again.

So,I went towards the door to go out.Thats when I heard sonakshi murmuring.

"If you talk like this in a very low volume I will never be able to hear it.Be loud and soon.I have many works to do",Dev faked his anger.

"Until when will you act like this?"

"What acting?what did I do now?"

"Enough dev.I have heard everything.You cannot lie to me now.At least not today.Today I need all my answers."

I was very shocked.This means sonakshi had heard everything.Now she knows that I love her and I had been acting as if I hate her all these days.Before anything could happen,I saw sonakshi approaching me.She came towards me and took my hands in hers.She started caressing my hands.Her soft touches made a shiver run down my spine.I cannot express myself what am I feeling right now.

"You say that you love me so much and that too for the past 2 years.And you feel that your so called past will be in a dejected state that I may start to hate you.So pity of you Mr.dev dixit,no matter,how many obstacles come in my way,Sonakshi Bose will never hate her dev.She was,in and always be in love with the dev dixit.I could not leave you when you were not in your senses in your own conscience,and when I'm married now to you ,now you feel I'll leave you.Remember one thing Dev,I have always loved you,from the day I saw you and whatever be your past is,I won't leave you",Sonakshi said.

I was surprised at her sudden confession.This was neither a confession from her side nor my side but I just wanted to relish these moments.As she was caressing my fingers,she slowly turned her gaze towards me.She tried to match with my height but me being tall couldnt reach.I know she wanted to kiss on my forehead.Not that she was despo,but to assure me that she will always be there for me.So,i slowly tilted my head towards her and she kissed me.I had been waiting for this since ages and now I'm slowly feeling it.I wanted to enjoy this moment but right now there is another thing that needs to be done and that is to tell her the truth.

I told her about those crazy days where I and monali will be sitting and talking but most of our conversations will be about her.She laughed at me when I told her how crazy I was for her that I would fight with monali to just watch sonakshi talk to her sister through video call.She was feeling elated to have me in her life.

"Then came that night.The night due to which our life changed.We were as usual partying with my friend rohan.But that day we were spiked with too much of drinks that we were not in our senses.Somehow we managed to get into our homes.The next day when we woke up we were really ashamed of ourselves.I dont know how to say this...but...urm..we were very friendly and were in a healthy friendship but we didn't remember a single bit of thing that happened that night between us.All we remember is Monali sleeping on my bed in quite a uncompromised position with her dress scattered all over My room and she was wearing my shirt.And I was sleeping outside the room.We don't know what happened but was sure that something which should have not been done between us happened.We tried calling Rohan to know what happened but he had to go to his hometown suddenly for an emergency.I was feeling ashamed of myself for indulging in a physical relationship with my friend and the girl who is the sister of whom I love.But that time was more important to console monali.After that day,our conversations lessened and we could not even meet our gaze."

I was crying bitterly and was scared of sona's reaction but to my surprise she was consoling me.She told me whatever happened was not in anyone's hands and that we had to move on.That night was unintentuonal.She had too much of trust in me .And then I told her that we planned to get married.

"I couldn't bear the guilt of what I did with her.So,it was good if we both get married.And she had gone to meet her parents one last time before our marriage.And while she returned u was waiting in the airport that's when I saw the plane in which she came crashed right in front of me.She told me many times that we could meet her parents after marriage but I only insisted her to go.Had I not compelled her she would have been alive"

I could not control my tears and was crying so miserably.Sona was consoling all the time.

"Dev..that was not your fault.Why do you keep on regretting for that thing which was committed by you unintentionally.Please get out of the guilt.Monali is gone now but please don't lose your life by just remembering those moments",Sonakshi consoled him.

"Sona...that day not just monali was gone but also her unborn child.I'm a murderer of not just one but two.Yes.. She was pregnant."

Precap:

A new entry in devakshi's life.will this entry bring devakshi closer or will drift them apart.