After breakfast my mom tried to explain herself again. But I didn't listen. I was really mad at her and really hurt. She didn't understand at all. She thought it wouldn't hurt me, but it did. She finally wouldn't stop talking to me. She wanted me to listen but I didn't want to listen. Anyways she just kept on talking. So I finally listend.
"Luke, don't be mad at me! My mom said.
"Mom, I have every right to be mad!" I yelled back
"Why are you mad at me! I just want to know!!!!!!!" My mom kind of yelled back.
"I'm mad because you lied to me! You said that YOU wouldn't need a man in your life!" I said
" Well I don't need a man in my life! YOU do!" My mom said
"How do I need a man in my life mom?" I said back!
" You need a man in your life because, you need a roll model. You need someone to look up to. You need a male roll model." She said back
" I don't need a male roll model in my life. I don't need any role model in my life at all! I'm used to not having one!!" I yelled back.
"I know you don't have a freaking role model!! You do need one! You don't need to go through life without one. I didn't have one and look where we are." My mom said
" I think were perfect just the way we are. You can have a boyfriend I just wish you would of told me before you even started to date him." I said
"I'm sorry Luke. I should of told you what when I was going to meet him." My mom said
"No I'm sorry. I shouldn't be so selfish. I know that you are going to date. I mean your young. You should date before your old and ugly. No offense any ways." I said. I felt really bad of what I had said earlier. I mean I was a little harsh and selfish.
"You had every right to be mad hun." My mom said. After that we were fine. We went back to normal and my mom was still dating this guy. She started to go on more dates with him. I was getting worried. I mean, what if she marries him. I already hate him but my mom doesn't know. I really don't want them to get married. I hate the guy! WITH A PASSION! I don't want him to kiss my mom at all. I certaintly don't want him to have any kids with my mother!! I don't want him to live in the same house as me. I just wish I knew my father because then I could live with him. I am sick with living with my mom. Ugh!
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Sorry this was so short!! Hha! Tell me what you think, well if you want to! Hah! Peace Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
