Girls Are Evil

Jeni

Jealous Jeni...
Sporty and a natural born leader
But how will you handle the pressure when ur followers go rouge?

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Halloween was around the corner and I feeling a little spooky now.
Time: 5:45am
Date: October 29
Day: Saturday
Current Status: Why in the crippling Fuck am I awake?
"Since Its like 5 in the freaking morning. Imma just sit there and listen to music and watch random YouTube videos. Yes I'm a introvert, don't judge me" I said to myself

2 hours later

7am
"Fuck. Well that didn't work at all. Great" I said out loud"
I was so Damn bored that i started to write stories. I used to do this a lot ever since i was a kid. I wrote so much stories that I've lost count. In a honestly, those stories could've became something big. I have a lot of ideas that could've movies or TV shows. Its such a shame. So I wrote a few poem to waste some time.

Your everything

by Alair

I keep thinking

I keep trying

I keep wanting

But i'll never get

I keep hoping

For a purpose

Broken promises

That can never be healed

I'm wanting for

One day

U will see

That I've stayed

Always

I'm waiting for

One day

That u will see

That I'm not trying

Anymore

(Chorus)

Because I'm tired of u

Ur face

Ur everything

I'm tired of u

Ur smile

Ur charming ways (Whoa oh)

I know I should really let this go

But i wanna hold on a little more

And I'm tired of u

Ur face

And ur everything (Whoa oh)

I keep needing

Needing something

Needed loving

That all i need

I keep crying

Feel like dying

For ur love

I'll keep

I'll keep fighting

Because I'm tired of u

Ur face

Ur everything

I'm tired of u

Ur smile

Ur charming ways (Whoa oh)

I know I should really let this go

But i wanna hold on a little more

And I'm tired of u

Ur face

And ur everything

(Whoa whoa)

The more I hold on I know

I'm breaking

(Whoa whoa)

The more I try I know

I'm fading

(whoa whoa)

But i want You to know

That I'll never let go...

But I'm tired of u

Ur face

Ur everything

I'm tired of u

Ur smile

Ur charming ways (Whoa oh)

I know I should really let this go

But i wanna hold on a little more

And I'm tired of u

Ur face

And ur everything

Said I'm tired of u

Ur face

Ur everything

I'm tired of u

Ur smile

And Ur charming ways (Whoa oh)

I know I should really let this go

But i wanna hold on a little more

And I'm tired of u

Ur face

And ur everything

You

Ur face

Ur everything....

Sounds depressingly sad doesn't it. Well that's how i feel about that stupid breakup.
To sum it all up, Mason broke up with me because he still had feelings for his ex who had moved long gone. Interesting right? Wrong. I was destroyed and everyone in the school found out and it was a massacre (well for me) but that's one main reason why I'm single and not looking for a man. Hopefully.
Boys are the most frustration that I have to deal with.
"Crap, I missed soccer practice, Oh well, it least i won't have to see him anymore"