Chapter 1

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The world was spinning around me I wanted to cry, it was like I was already dead. I then woke up with dried tears by my eyes, I quickly sat up remembering what happened, a nightmare a real nightmare. I then got up and went to the bathroom to see my bruises through the thin tank top I was wearing. I then saw the old scars on my arm, I remember why each one is there. I even remember the REAL nightmare happened.

    Two years ago my family got into a car crash I was the only one that survived with my older brother George. My parents Hannah and Roger both died, every holiday I go to visit there graves. I was told it was my fault by George for the two years, I began to believe every hateful thing he's said, which is why I have the scars. George may be my brother but he seems more like a monster that never leaves, but when I'm at school he's at work. I don't know what he does for a living but he makes a lot of money doing it. I then got out of my thoughts and went to change into an oversized sweatshirt and black skinny jeans, after that I put on foundation, eyeliner, and dark red lipstick.

On my way to school I heard a car roll up behind me slowing down, I immediately knew it was George. "Why did you leave without telling me?", I replied with "Because I had to leave for school" He then screamed "You'll regret that later!" he said it with a smirk that could kill. I was terrified, not sure what to do I ran the rest of the way to school. When I walked in everyone just stared except for one person my best friend Rebecca, she screamed my name "Camilla" it echoed through the halls. Then all of a sudden it went silent that's when I turned around to see the school's "bad boy" Shawn Meyers, he quickly pushed past me. That's when I screamed "Hey douchebag can you not!" "Why can't I?" he replied. " Cause being a snotty asshole doesn't look well on you!" I spat at him with my anger being released. Everyone gasped I just walked past him not giving any shits. When I was just past him about to walk into my first hour class, he grabbed my arm revealing the scars on my arm. I look at him and there were tears in his eyes, I didn't know why. I pulled my arm out of his surprisingly light grasp and went into class.

The class was boring like usual and I didn't listen much, I was to distracted at the fact that Shawn could tell anyone about my arms. All of a sudden the door opened revealing the ever so "great" Shawn. He walked up to me and started pulling me out of the class the teacher started yelling at him " Get back in here, and put Camilla back in her seat now!" then Shawn just gave him a look that you know you shouldn't mess with. He started pulling through the parking lot and we stopped in front of his matte black jeep. He let go of me and let me get in, it was surprisingly quite clean. Shawn started driving down a long dirt path, he stopped in front of a large field with only one large willow tree, it was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a long time. We both got out of the Jeep and went underneath the willow tree. Shawn slowly moved my sleeve up my arm revealing my scars. He said with a sweet angel like voice " You don't deserve the pain you're being put through." I didn't reply I just stared in his hazel brown eyes, in that moment I had no idea of what was going on, but I also wondered why is he showing me this side of him?

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