Assumption,
Putting words in my mouth,
Dis-ownment,
Making me feel exiled
Like I was meant to be special or perfect even
The thought of your condemnation
Makes me feel insignificant ,
Like you were waiting for me to mess up to take a shot at me
If I were to retaliate in your eyes
I would be ungrateful and wicked
I know I have hurt you
But I feel an immense amount of hurt right now
Feeling like I'm always doing wrong
When all I want to do
is make you happy

YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
شِعرLife is never gonna be the joy ride you thought it'd be as a child growing up.....it's messed up and all you want is a reason to smile