I just want to hold your hand sometimes when you're yelling
Tell you I'm sorry
For being unbecoming
Tell you we could forget about what we said and walk away
But I love you too much so I'll run instead
We need to grow before we plant seeds and root our way to our dreams
Maybe when we start being adults and doing grown things our relationship will bloom into something they can't unsee
We could be #goals
Let them forget out #hurtbae
And call us the new lovers new age and we can only be healthy if we love ourselves first
Even if we put each other first
Just know I loved you first
I could take a few weeks, a few weeks and maybe even a few years
Before we understand seeing eye to eye is more like listening ear to ear
Take in each other's plans, each other's truths, and even our vices
The worst advice
I ever heard was
The heart is deceitful above all things
But what's a heart when you fill that space
You took its place
Our rhythms flow at the same place
This isn't a break up piece
More like suggestions for improvement
Because I love you so much I want to tell you that the truth is
You need to become a flower on your own before our vines intertwine
I need you in my life
we need to understand ourselves first
We can be
But this just isn't the right time
