✨❤️August'✨❤️
"My infatuation with you is taking me on an emotional high" - Xscape
✨Side note✨ (Aaliyah is pictured as Joseline and picture is in the media above)
I was blasting the aux cord loud with NBA Youngboy blaring as i sped through traffic. I rapped his lyrics loudly along with Aaliyah who made Snapchat videos of us. Aaliyah was controlling the music and I felt my chest squeeze hearing the singer Tamia belt the song "Almost"
"Can you tell me, how can one miss what she's never had?
How could I reminisce when there is no past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you, boy?
Can someone tell me how can this be?
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened?
How could we celebrate love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm about to say?
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce"
She gave me a sly eye "yo turn this sad ass shit!" I reached for her phone to take it but she held it tight
It was like my money been right but the money couldn't heal the wounds i still dealt with mourning Nanas death. I know it might been weird to some but i held a locket necklace that was white gold with a few of her urns. I really didn't give a fuck what anyone thought but it was comforting to have her with me.
Then i felt like I was mourning whatever it was i had with Snow. I couldn't lie when i used to not see him in the hood when Jah or Mason was around i would be wondering where he was. He was a complete bitch ass nigga and i had to keep it moving. When he was inside of my temple i was "his bitch" but at the hospital he made it clear I wasn't and even had a baby coming. I been aware i had these weird feelings towards him when his words sliced me hard at the cemetery. Maybe i was suffering from Stockholm syndrome
"Bitch it's okay to hurt. You know that was daddy" she gave me a sympathetic smile and squeezed my hand . I laughed because i was good on him and felt satisfaction gutting him like a fish
"We was never nothing and couldn't ever be" i said strongly. All this pain i was holding inside me had me hustling ten times Harder. I was getting rid of this putt putt soon and going stunt on all the bitches who hated on me, the two niggas who played me.
"Thats the Box House I was in right here!" I pointed and still seen the whip that Scooby had parked in the cut beside the house made me frown
"Bitch they ain't about to hold me captive inside there! Why your parking?" She asked as i parked right behind it grabbing my clutch
"Because I want my panting" I️ got out and walked up to the car making sure the block was clear. I waited untill a girl and her baby turned the corner because being quick and inconspicuous is necessary when stealing a car. The nightfall was just coming and i knew i had 40 seconds to get inside
Tenchnogy made things so easier now. No longer was I using the old school methods or a screwdriver to break into a car. I used the Relay Attack device that was used to capture a signal from a nearby key fob before using the signal to gain entry illegally and drive. Shit was expensive as hell but when you ate off stealing cars it was a smart investment for me at the time
I got in and pulled his car to a dead end four blocks away. Everything was cleaned out except for the painting he gave me. Yes I wanted my painting. I wish he was still alive . He was hella cool
