She couldn't remember the last time she actually slept with somebody, and she didn't care as much as you would think. She preferred to please herself as there were no other people involved and she could be as selfish as she wanted. She could do anything with her body, as often as she wanted.
This night was different. After a day that was the exact replica of the last week, this night was different. She wanted to play. She was like a cat playing with a half dead mouse. She wanted to play and her toy called her in with a discrete hand gesture. She didn't quite like that as she wanted to be the one in control but her desire was far stronger than any other feeling.
She got up, took her robe off revealing a shoulderless shirt that was sheer enough to make Jamie reach out of the consultation room and grab her by her waist. He pulled her close to him. Close enough to feel his heartbeat. He started to walk backwards with his hands still wrapped around her waist. He slammed the door of the room and pressed his lips against hers. The intensity of that kiss was a proof that the both of them craved one another for a long time. He put her on his desk where were lying old documents and pictures of his son and wife. She took his tie off kissing his whole neck as he was lifting her skirt up. His hands moved on her legs like he was touching pure gold, caressing every inch with his fingertips. Blanka ripped the buttons of his shirt and didn't think for a second of what his wife would think when she will that. She started kissing his chest and he pulled her closer to feel how he's getting harder. She smirked and he started to kiss her with more lust that he could remember ever feeling.
He ended up ripping her skirt off because he simply couldn't wait no more. He spread her legs getting un top of her letting out a soft moan. They were completely naked on his desk, with the lights on and the blinders open. None of them cared enough to close them. He started to penetrate her and her back arched with pleasure. Then he thrusted harder and harder until she let out a scream of pleasure, digging her nails in his back. He covered her mouth kissing her neck and thrusting even harder. She felt an wave of pleasure hitting her body like nothing before. He came soon after and ended all with a passionate kiss. They laid there on top of each other kissing. She tried to remember the last time she felt that. She couldn't , it was a first.
She gathered her clothes getting dressed in a hurry. He glared at her smiling all the time.
- You are so beautiful, you know. I couldn't even dream at a woman so beautiful.
She looked up at him amused and said :
-I bet.
She was sick of hearing the same thing from men. It was the best sex she ever had but this doesn't change anything. She got up and left the cabinet saying:
-See you tomorrow doctor!
He was left baffled in the middle of the room. he couldn't believe what just happened and the hardest thought just hit him. What was he going to say to his wife.
She stumbled to her car not really knowing why she was feeling so out of it or why she was such in a hurry. Hurry , that's all she had been doing that day, at least that's what she felt. She started to ask herself a ton of questions that had never concerned her. Was she ashamed of what happened? Or was she ashamed about not feeling ashamed.
-Where did I fucking put my fucking keys. I just had them.
It was rather hard to find something in that pile of trash she's been carrying around everyday. But that hasn't been a problem until now. She started to search in the purse frantically, throwing the half empty bottle of water on the pavement, the old chips were also lying at her feet, with crumbs spread on her coat and shoes.
Good thing she realized that they were in her coat pocket. What was happening with her. Standing alone in the parking lot of a cabinet, swearing for the past twenty minutes. Something was wrong and she knew it.
Right before getting in the car she saw James closing up. Why was she feeling so foggy. Usually after she sleeps with a man she just leaves or makes him leave.
-This isn't what happens to me. This shit happens only in movies. Those stupid as fuck movies.
Luckily the car started from the first key again.
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Black Phoenix
Non-FictionThe life of a girl, living in the moment. A story about accepting of one's feelings and cravings, without feeling ashamed.