memory lost (new years day)

Chapter Three: help is on the way

I played the memory over again, re-living everything. it was interrupted by an annoying beeping sound. slowly I realized I was alive, not in hell like I thought.

"is she going to be okay?" I heard a man ask. it wasn't the same voice in the alley but my heart rate still shot up. the beeping matched it.

"she should be, but she might suffer some server memory lose. if she does they might never come back." a woman replied. I heard the sound of shoes hitting the floor and finally a door was shut.

my head began to pound at the noise. I moaned unintentionally and opened my eyes. "ow!" I mumbled, my voice was horse and my throat hurt. the lights in this room didn't help the pounding in my head now. I tried shielding my eyes, "what the fuck?" I moaned again. "someone turn off the lights." when my wish came true I glanced around. 'where the hell am I?' I thought to myself rubbing my temples.

"you're in the hospital in Tulsa Oklahoma." someone spoke from the corner. I wipped my head around and gasp from pain. as I recovered I noticed the man sitting in a hospital visitors chair. he was unnaturally pale but after I second I realized it was makeup, his snake bites were black and his gauges look big and purple. the man's make up was done imperfectly, smudged at places that would look trashy on anyone else, but on him it looked almost natural. an odd thought crossed through my mind as I took this man's appearance all in. 'if I am dead, please let him be my Angel'

but I wasn't dead, and this stranger at in a room with no way for me to get out if needed. what if he was those guys friend and came to finish the job.

the shock wore off And I realized if this man is here on behalf of the others I might as well die with attitude. "who the fuck are you?" I said trying to sound as fearless as possible.

the man through up his hands in a surrendering gesture.

"hey now... my name is Nikki. I'm the one that found you." he said eye brows raised, as if he couldn't believe what I just said. huh, maybe I was a bitch.

the memories before the attack hit me then. the concert, walking, being left in an unfamiliar place. "that bitch!!!!!" I almost yelled. "how dare she leave me like that!" nikki looked confused. I was so pissed at her but there was a problem. I couldn't remember her but I knew something. honestly I couldn't remember much. not my name, or where I was from, not even my age. "do you know my name?" I asked abruptly. he stuttered over words then looked at me like I was crazy.

"no.... wait.. maybe." he said thinking hard. "it started with an A." he said "but I met so many fans it's hard to remember."

I sighed. "well shit." I mumbled.

"well I do remember you." nikki was deep in thought. "you tailed us all night and Ashley gave you a necklace."

"yeah I remember that." I said dryly. "I don't remember who I am or where I'm from. that's the problem."

we sat in silence for a long time. I stared at the tv pretending to watch some cartoon when the doctor walked in.

"how is our mystery patient doing this morning?" he asked in a cheerful tone. "glad to see you awake." he added as his eyes scanned my chart.

"yeah, great..." I said gritting my teeth. he asked me the small questions. how was I feeling, had my head been hurting, was I able to move normally. blah, blah, blah. then he asked one I couldn't answer.

"do you remember your name?" I just stared at him. if I allowed my self to answer there would be a few choice words. I just shook my head instead. the doctor wrote down a few notes but nikki got his attention.

"her name is Alex. she is around 17 years old, I don't know her last name or where she is from though." nikki said looking shy.

"and who might you be?" the doctor asked nikki with a little anger in his voice. 'prick' I thought biting my lip.

"my name is nikki. I'm the one who found her." nikki glared. I knew he was thinking the same thing about the doctor I had.

"oh!" he replied. "and how do you know all that about her?"

"because she is a fan of my band. Alex has been to every one of our tours for the past 2 years." nikki explained how Nyd was a small up and coming band and that they had made friends with fans like me.

after a few more questions the doctor finally left. he said I could be discharged tomorrow, and explained that because I was a minor and they didn't know where I was from they would have to turn me over to the state. meaning one thing... foster care....

******author thoughts****

hope you like it so far. just a random thought. while writing this I had been watching LOTR one two and three. I've noticed and I was wonder if anyone else noticed that Sam wise gampchy is gay for froto baggens. hard core in love with him. just random thought of the day.