Scars to your beautiful

Chapter 16

Hana's POV
It's been a week since jimin left. It still hurts so much. I'm just here in the living room looking at the ring he gave me. Hoping that he'll comeback. It's almost Christmas... 2 weeks left. I'm waiting for taehyung to go home ugh that boy why is he late tonight? He said he'll bring milkshake?! Maybe his milkshake is alcohol-_-
Come on it's already 11:58pm.
"Yah, why aren't you sleeping yet?" Taehyung asked.
"Obviously waiting for my boss to come home. It's my duty as a maid." I said
"Here is the milkshake that you want." He gave it to me.
"Thank you. Please forgive me for craving." I said
"It's nothing." He smiled and he went to his room. I keep my cravings very hard so that I won't bother taehyung buying this and that. That it is supposed to be my job as a maid. I just stayed here and drinking the milkshake while looking at our pictures my tears keep on streaming down. Lol I'm so funny. Crying while drinking milkshake. I closed the scrapbook and continued to drink while going to my room.

Morning~
I went down to cook breakfast for taehyung he's really working hard for their music. I'm preparing also his lunch box.
"Good morning Hana" he said
"Good morning, how was your sleep?" I asked
"Good." He smelled the food
"So good eomma!" He smiled.
"Okay okay boy, here eat now, and don't forget to bring your lunch box and your water bottle okay? I'll take a shower. Be careful in driving taetae." I said
"Okay okay eomma~ Thank you eomma" he smiled and continued to eat his breakfast.

After 1hr I went down to eat the leftovers again I cooked so much or taehyung just don't eat a lot? I think they're on diet. I mean the group of Jimin... he's part of bts but left but he's still part of it. Maybe because of some reasons which I really don't know.
After I eat I went to wash the dishes. And went to the backyard catching some air. It feels so good to have some fresh air. I decided to just clean the backyard and watered the flowers.
After 2 hours of plowing? Or watering? Both? I'm crazy already. Being lonely makes you crazy...
"Baby, what do you want to eat?" I rubbed my tummy.
"Oh you don't want to eat anything?" I asked the baby. I still don't know the gender.
"Baby, do you miss appa?" I smiled but tears are trying to race their way down to my cheeks.
"Neh, me too. I miss him so much baby. I miss his presence, kisses, hugs, and everything of him." I said between my sobbing.
"Ah I'm sorry baby for crying. I'll try my best not to cry. We're strong right baby? We'll wait for appa right? Let's trust in him baby." I smiled and wiped my tears. I went inside and got myself some ice cream. But before I take 1 spoon of ice cream inside my mouth, my stomach is going upside down. I wiped up and drank a lot of water.
"Baby? Don't give eomma hard time please?" I asked my baby.
I just went to put the ice cream inside and went to the guest room to sleep there. The smell of jimin is still here. How I miss him so much.

"Hi baby, I'm here." Jimin said.
While kissing my cheek to wake me up. I rubbed my eyes and saw him in front of me. I hugged him tight and my eyes got watery.
"Jimin you're back! I missed you so much." I said
"I missed you too so much baby. Let's go to the doctor? We need to check up on our little bean inside of you." He chuckled.
"Okay!!" I jumped out of bed and prepared to go out.
After I have prepared I went to run and hug Jimin's arm
"Ya be careful you might trip" he said
"Sorry I just missed you so much." I kissed his cheek and jimin drove us to the hospital.
"Aww those two are so cute!"
"I wish that I have that kind of husband"
"They look so good together"
"I envy there soon to be child. Looks like he/she will have a good genes."
Jimin chuckled after hearing those. "See baby? I'm so handsome." He said
"Okay okay I know that, I hope our baby is a boy. And he will inherit your genes! So cute and handsome." I said and pinched his cheek.
"Ya! The baby will be pretty like his/her mom. Because you are sooooo pretty." Jimin said and kissed my cheek.

After the checkup we went to the mall and decided to go shopping for our baby boy!! Yes the gender is boy.
Jimin bought a lot of stuffs for our baby
"Yah! Don't buy a lot. Babies grow up so fast you know." I scolded him but he acted like he didn't heard anything.
"Aigoooo~ lets go home?" Jimin said.
As jimin was driving home we were all laughing through the drive. Then suddenly we didn't know that there was a car overtaking ours and
Boogsh

"AHHHHHHHHHH!" God thank you so much it was all a dream. I was so sweating I can't move my legs. They're shaking. Jimin always be careful I pray.
Ah crap my legs are shaking and my whole body is numb.
I tried shouting for help
It's already dark I think i overslept .
"Hana? Where are you?!" I heard taehyung rushing towards every room.
"Yah! What happened?! Why are you sweating and shaking?!" Taehyung asked.
"My body is so numb please help me." I'm crying again why am i being punished?
"Yah don't sleep Hana! Hang on let's go to the hospital"
I can't hear him and I can't see clearly my eyes are getting blurry.

I opened my eyes and see taehyung sleeping on the sofa.
"Taehyung?" I said
He suddenly went near me.
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine, did you eat already?" I asked
"How can you ask me that while you're here on the hospital bed?" He scolded me.
"Sorry." I said
"Don't worry the doctor said you're just going to be okay, you just need to go unwind as you could. You shouldn't stress yourself, eat more. And don't ever skip a meal." He said
"Neh doctor tae tae!" He chuckled and smiled
"Are you hungry?" He asked
"Ani, when will I be discharged?" Asked
"We can go later, the doctor said you can go as long as you're already awake." He said

We bought pizza on the way home.