Being alone is amazing and great until your surroundings eat you alive and turn your feelings into something so much worst. Loneliness. I told myself its okay to be alone but then i see people talking with their best friends, acquaintances, or a special friend, it makes me feel jealous. I tried to talk to other people but unknowingly, they pushed me to not talk about it. About my loneliness. My loneliness bring so many problems to my life. Like, my insecurities. I feel like if I share something to one of the people I know it will burden them and hearing them talked about their dislikes makes me more insecure about myself. Sometimes all i wanted to do is to go to a very soothing, peaceful, and quiet place, that way i can meditate and just he alone but not lonely. Because i have an amazing view of the place and the chirping birds.
A/N: my slice of life dedicated to Ms. Leiny. Please don't do this kind of things next time. Thank you.
