Secrets behind the gate

Black and white

I can feel the sun beaming down on my new skin, I feel my mother giving me love and kisses, I try to open my eyes but it's all blurry so my mother cleans me up. I rub my head into her chest showing her that I will love her unconditionally. But then these cold hard hands garb me from behind and pull me away from my mum, I scream and I cry, I yell out for her, she does the same running back and forth crying for me as tears rush down her face. Before I know it my mother is out of sight I can no longer see her, only hear her cries. I try so hard to break free from their cold hands. They throw me into a cage with other babies surrounding me... I-I didn't even get to spend as little as five minutes with her. All I can hear is screaming from other babies, calling out for their mothers.

I can see from afar, a man with a long pipe in his hand hitting the babies with it and them screaming in pain and agony. They then started to take babies out of the cages and drag them to a truck. They left me behind and same with some other babies I lay on the floor crying wanting my mum to come back and save me from this, but she never does.

**3 years later**

I'm being dragged out of the cage and into a little area where start tying me down, I can't more or even move my head. I feel a cold metal pole go into me I cry out in pain they then push me out into an area where I lay in pain waiting until they hurt me again...

Then it happens a gift from god, my little angel my baby I cuddle him and nurse him clean his eyes to let him see, he is so gorgeous and I protect him with my life... then they do the same thing they did to me, except this time they are taking my baby from me, I try so hard to protect him but they continue to drag him away. I cry and cry trying and trying to get him back but they continue taking him, I see him crying, and feel myself getting weaker, as I chase after him but I can't keep going I'm not strong enough. I lay on the floor crying waiting for them to bring him back to me... it is the worst thing I have felt it's like a part of me has been ripped out and I can't get him back.

It keeps happening metal rod, baby and then them taking my babies away. Why-Why is this happening. But after to much stress and pain I can no longer have babies. And I think the men in the white coats know I can't have any more either, they take me to a truck and shove me in with many others. We drive up and I can hear crying and screaming I can't get it out of my head. They pull me out of the truck and push me into this cold ile and as I get closer I can hear screams and crying, they then put ropes around my ankles and it pulls me upside down I can see a long sharp thing coming towards me. Then pain the most pain I have ever felt I can't breathe I can't see and then I'm out...

Now you probably felt sorry for me... Well the truth is I'm a cow, and this happens everyday cows getting slaughtered and their babies being taken from them, but people go on living a lie that we live happily and die without pain that's the complete opposite of what happens in these cold places...