I really didn't hack him since I have his password but that's beside the point. I wanted all of his followers to be able to read this. Yeah I could've written it in one of my books but we don't follow all the same ppl and we don't have all the same followers so there's that. Anyway...
I want all of y'all to know how amazing this guy is. Like seriously. No one knows him like I do and I know I'm extremely lucky to be the one he chooses to open up to. Hell I know I'm extremely lucky that he chose me...period. See, I'm not the prettiest girl or the smartest girl or the thinnest girl or the -fill in the blank- girl. I have some pretty ugly days...emotionally and physically...but this guy, he loves me still. You know how I know? Because I was at one of the lowest ugliest points of my life when he told me how he felt and asked me to be his. See the cool thing was that we were really good friends. He always had my back, ready to defend me without question. He was always there for me when I just needed to vent about whatever without trying to give me stupid advice or pity or whatever. When my stupid girl brain is telling me I'm ugly and fat and useless he tells me I'm beautiful and that he loves my big ass and that I'm everything to him. He never lets me fall asleep feeling depressed or worthless. I always have a morning text to wake up to. We fight, we argue, we bicker but we can never stay upset at each other. He loves my sassy ass attitude. He doesn't run away when my stupid emotional roller coaster moods are flaring. He's just so...wonderfully and phenomenally amazing. I don't even think those words begin to explain it but that's the only thing I could think of. I love him with all my heart so if anyone even thinks of messing with him then they'll be answering to me.
Jaylan...I love you babe and just remember that nothing and no one is gonna come between us. I'm yours for as long as you want me in your life, which by what you tell me, should be a long damn time. Thank you for fighting for me, fighting with me, supporting me, never giving up on me, accepting me, and most importantly for loving me and the mess that I am.
~Cherí 🍒
