"Maybe if you spent a week helping others you'd help yourself?"
"How do I do that?!"
"Help out on the suicidal hotlines!"
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"Hello,how can I help you today?"
"I need help" an familiar voice heard out...
"Wait is this Harry styles?!"
"DIANA!!" My mother screamed from downstairs. I got up and went to see what she wants.
"What?" I flatly asked. "Your helping out on the hotlines in an hour at TLSHS centre so get ready!" She said pacing everywhere for everything. "TLSHS?" Not knowing what it is or meant! "The London suicide help service!" She said making more sense now, "come on get ready!" She hurried me. Geez alright!
I ran upstairs and showered quickly then got changed into my outfit! (Pic down)
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After I got changed I just did little light makeup then ran back downstairs. "Ready?!" My mum asked grabbing her keys! "Yeah" I said grabbing my iPhone from the kitchen side following my mum out into the car.
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"Okay so text me when you need picking up and I will come! Good luck!" My mum said as I got out the car, I rolled my eyes this is not going to work.
I held tighter to my phone and went in!
"Hello you must be Diana Carter?! " the lady at the door said obviously was waiting for my arrival? "Yh" I hardly said back. "Great, follow me!" She said smiling.
She then got me seated and taught me everything I needed to know and all that other shit!
"Remember, if it gets to much just say!" Jess said. I nodded and spun around in my chair, I had a little booth to my self with a white table, that has a computer a book for if I need help to what to say and a telephone!
I must of say there for a while until the phone rang,
"Suicide hotline how can I help?" I said down the line sounding off AF! "I don't wanna be here anymore!" Some girl cried down the phone, This is gonna be so much fun... Ugh
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After a few phone calls it was nearly time I could go home! But one minute before my phone rang and I swear if I rolled my eyes any more they would actually fall out! But nonetheless I picked up the phone and put on a fake smile!
"Hello,suicide hotline how can I help you today?"
"I need help" an familiar voice heard out...
"Wait is this Harry styles?!" I whispered yelled!
"Great! Just don't worry!" He was about to end the call but I, "Wait! I'm sorry I just didn't expect to get a call from you?... How can I help you?" I actually sounded concerned. "How do I know your not gonna post this all over social media after I tell you?" He said sounding like he had been crying! "I won't I promise you have my word! Plus ik how it feels.." I said
"I don't want to be here anymore, I can't pretend to be happy when deep inside I'm breaking!" He let out, I just wanted to cry for him! "You may be the most famous person in a boyband but that means you can be the strongest! I know how low you can get before it all comes crashing down but you have to see that it's just a storm going on and storms don't last forever! Just tell your self this isn't the end! This is just a little moment and you will be strong and fight through!" I said out of my heart.
There was a silence for a couple of minutes, "thank you, sometimes it seems like there's no one out there that actually cares " he says and my heart hurt more, "I know how hard that can be, but you have so many people out there that do care, your family cares your friends care your fans care the boys care..and well I care!"
"Thank you so much, are you new to this?" He asked, "is it that obvious?" I laughed "just a little!" He laughed back. "I'm only here for a week anyway" o said, "oh we'll have fun helping others. Then!" He said, "thanks" "wait what's your name?" He asked "why?" "So I know who I can ask for when I need to phone again!" I smiled and "Diana, diana Carter!"
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After. I spoke with Harry for a while we hung up! I wish I could meet him in person, he's the guy from one direction if only he knew he was actually saving my life each day!
