Diana's POV
"Doctor there must be something that could help her?" My mother cried out to the doctor, I rolled my eyes signing.
"Mrs.carter we have tried everything, the only other option is-" "DONT SAY IT! ITS NOT HAPPENING!!" I screamed knowing what he was going to come out with! The doctor sat back in his chair and looked over to me.
Maybe if you spent a week helping others you'd help yourself?"
"How do I do that?!"
"Help out on the suicidal hotlines!"
Really ?!
"Won't that just trigger her more?" My mum worriedly asked.
"You would be very surprised the advice we get by ourselfs for other people, it might make her believe her own words?" My mother turned to me as to say 'what do you think?'
"Okay, I'll give it a try!" I said probably regretting it.
"Fantastic! I will contact you later in the day for all details to where your be starting it and so on! " the Doctor said handing me Aload of papers that's filled with leaflets and other shit I don't care about.
"Thank you doctor!" My mother shook his hand. "Come on let's get you home for dinner!" My mum said to me knowing I won't eat the dinner anyway, she likes to say it so she feels better and hoping I would turn back and say yes mum I'm so up for eating!
As soon as we get home I run up to my room closing my door! I just need one thing right about now!
I scurried off into the bathroom and opened my tin box I keep hid away, I got out my shiny blood stained razor and dug right into my cold white skin. Blood pouring out like rain drops dropping from the clouds.
After I finished with that I cleaned it up and went over to my bed, I plopped my earphones in laid back letting all time low burst through the ear speakers.
I swear bands saves more life's then actual therapists!
Authors note
New book?
Idk
I don't know how suicde hotlines actually go so don't judge me or hate how I'm doing this!
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Suicidal hotline
Fanfiction"Maybe if you spent a week helping others you'd help yourself?" "How do I do that?!" "Help out on the suicidal hotlines!" ••• "Hello,how can I help you today?" "I need help" an familiar voice heard out... "Wait is this Harry styles?!"
