Simply Tired ~ A Harry Styles Fanfiction

Chapter 2 ~ Fresh start

Chapter 2

"Carson!"

I roll over in my bed and hide my face my brother Sam was coming to wake me. I could hear him dragging his feet closer and closer and my door fly open. My brother has been my best friend through out my entire life, we have our moments but he is still the only person I can trust.

"Carson you should be excited to get up you finally get to leave this place." I instantly sat up. Today was the day I was leaving for University. That meant leaving my younger brother behind in this horrible environment. I would surely come visit him. He would be in college in two years any way. A huge grin grew on my face and I could no longer hide it, " Are you coming along with dad to drop me off? "

"I don't know... Where are you staying?" he shrugged I knew he was upset that I was leaving him here for our parents to fight over.

"I'm staying in a sorority house, it's the only way dad can afford it."

"I guess I'll go I'm going to miss you Cars, it's horrible here." he sighed pulling his hand through his tangled blonde hair. Something he always did when he was upset or nervous.

He left in silence so I could finish packing the rest of my stuff. Tears slid down my face as I thought of all the bad memories of this place, I had to leave Sam here surely if things got bad he would call me. I would be able to find a place and maybe he could finish school in New York. I will be so far away from my parents and I couldn't be happier, but I can't blame them for being the only ones making my life miserable. The kids at the school Sam and I went to were horrible to me. Sam was fine he had tons of friends but they provided him fake happiness. I on the other hand was made fun of, people made fun of me because I was too skinny, and because I have MS, they didn't know about it though they just thought I was weak. They also made fun of me because I was innocent. But I really didn't care any more because that part in my life is finally over I get to have a fresh start and everything is looking up from here.

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Sam and I were in my car and my dad following with my bags in his own truck. The drive was about seven hours long, so it would surely be late when I got there. Sam and I continuously stopped to get McDonald's or Starbucks. We laughed and sang for most of the trip and Sam slept for an hour and it made the pit in my stomach grow bigger. I knew how horrible it was of me to leave him behind like this but I had no other options.

We arrived and a girl with blonde hair immediately came out of the sorority house to greet us. She was absolutely stunning and I could see Sam staring at her with wide eyes.

"You must be Carson? Am I right?" she smiled with her big white teeth.

I have anxiety and I'm extremely awkward so this was actually a big challenge for me. But I merely nodded feeling slightly uncomfortable comparing myself to her. I had long brown wavy hair and big brown eyes not exactly the best eye colour compared to her bright blue ones. My teeth had braces while hers were perfectly straight. I could simply go on and on.

"Good we have been excited to meet you, we are having a party in alittle while to celebrate the start of a new year so a few of the guys here will get your bags and bring them to your room for you" she smiled quite simply she whistled and four guys came out and took my bags from my father.

I turned to my dad and gave him a quick nod and then turned to Sam pulling in for a long hug "If anything happens call me I will be there as soon as I can" I whispered pulling away. He nodded a single tear falling from his eye as he turned and followed my father to his truck. Once they were out of sight I turned to the blonde girl once again.

"By the way my name is Jessica. And I will show you your room. I will also give you clothes to change into so you can get out of those rags for the party. And stay out of my way I'm the boss around here." she states over whelming me by how nice she was just a few seconds ago and now she is completely rude. She must have just been nice because my father and brother were around. Followed her into the massive house and she led me up a huge stair case to the last door all of my stuff already sat on the bed.

"Here wear this." she tossed me a terribly short blue dress and heels. And fled the room. I sighed and closed the door to put the clothing items on. Let me just say the little blue dress was extremely short and showed way to much cleavage there was no way I was wearing it. I admit it I'm from the country so i'm not exactly used to all of this fancy stuff, tight dresses, and parties. I mean there were tons of parties back home I just never cared to go. I decided to put on a knee length flowery dress I brought from home and converse because I am certain if I put on cowboy boots I would get weird looks.

I could already hear the loud music thumping from down stairs and wanted to vomit because I was so nervous. I braided my hair into two pig tails and put light and natural make up on. Once my look was complete I left my room and went down the stairs. The smell of alcohol and smoke was very strong and the music made me dizzy. There were tons of people mashed together dancing and who knows what else. I squeezed myself into the massive crowd in search of Jessica.

"Hey babe, I like your hair." Somebody slurred in my ear very sarcasticly. They had a very raspy voice making goosebumps rise all over my body. They pulled on my waste tugging me closer to them. "Haven't seen you around you must be new here." He hummed.

"Harry let that poor girl go she is probably scared she doesn't know you" I imediatly reconized the voice it was Jessica. "What are you wearing Carson? That is definatley not the dress I gave you."

"Well it was really short" I studdered trying to sturdy my voice.

"Prude are you? Well I'll go get you a drink wait here." she snorted and walked away leaving me with the man who had harrased me seconds ago.

I turned to look at him and my eyes widened imediatley he was covered in tattoos, he had a lip piercing and eye brow piercing. He had brown curly hair and dark green eyes. A minty alcoholic scent lingered in the air around him and he smirked. "Innocent are we? I could change that."

"Leave me alone. I don't think you're my type." I fired back quickly regretting it.

"Well what exactly is your type then?" he clenched his fists eyes darkening clearly agrivated with me.

"I like boys who aren't rude, and ignorent. I'm not really into cocky guys and I definatley don't like guys who smoke I can smell it on your breath." I smirked

"You're a bitch and by the way your dress is just as ugly as your hair."

After he said that Jessica showed up with a drink for me that I didn't plan on drinking. "Come on Carson I will take you to meet some of my friends." I followed her to a group of guys and girls sitting on the couches. "This is Zayn, Louis Niall, Damon and Liam. And the girls are Tamara, Leah, Jamie, and Skylar," She smiled pointing to each person. Niall was the first to make conversation with me "Hey Carson. You don't really look like the type to party." he smiled.

"Actually I'm not I don't even drink." I sighed something about him made me feel comfortable.

"Neither do I. But as you can see my friends do." he effortlessly smiled.

"Really wow. Well It was nice meeting you Niall I haven't had the best night so I think I'm going to go up to my room. I have already been harrased once tonight."

"By Harry right? I will take you to your room so he doesnt bug you again."

"Alright" I smiled and he followed me up too my room I could see Harry glaring at me as we walked through the crowd. Probably from earlier. As we approached the door I turned and said good bye slipping into my room and shutting the door. I slipped into my pjs, washed my face, and brushed my hair. I slipped into my bed and closed my eyes.

A few minutes later the door creaked open.

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