Johnson's P.O.V.
I was at Claudia's. It looks so empty without her. I actually can't believe she did that. I walked to her room and looked in her desk. I saw something like diary and I opened it.
January 3rd '17
"Dear Diary,
today was amazing. Me and El, we both went out with Stass and it was so funny. I never thought I'll meet someone like her. She promised to us that she'll introduce us to her friends and tbh? I'm so exited."
I heard about this day. Claudia talked about it.
January 6th '17
"Dear Diary,
we met Madison, Gilinsky and Johnson today. It was amazing. Madison seems to be really cool and god, she's so pretty. Gilinsky is a cool guy and he sings perfectly. And Johnson. Geez I think I like him. He is so hot and I just can't ♥️"
The first day we met....
March 8th '17
"Dear Diary,
Jack asked me out! I'm so exited. What should I wear? El said something sexy, but I think J likes more "normal" closet. Who knows."
I remember this, I was so nervous about this and it turned perfect.
June 14th '17
"Dear Diary,
guess who has a boyfriend now? YES ME. J is so perfect and I love him. I know it is too early for this, but I really love him."
I was so happy she said yes and I'll remember this moment forever.
"Dear Diary,
everything is wrong. Eli doesn't talk to me, Madison and my ex turned on other side and hate me. My mum died on cancer and I don't know how should I take it. I know Jack is there for me, but I can't talk to him about that. This is... something really personal and just El knows about this, because she knows my mum really well. Maybe life would be better without me."
That was the moment when my heart broke on thousands pieces. I didn't know about that. I can't even imagine how she felt.
September 9th '17
"Dear Diary,
this will be probably my last note. I was thinking about this for really long time and I decided to do it. When my mum died everything turned wrong. I know there's always something positive on life. People I love. Things that make me happy, but that's not enough. I will be finally free. It will be finally me. I will be with my mum. Because these depressions and headaches are too much on me. The only reason why I was thinking about it so long is J. He's everything for me and he can makes me happy. I hope the best for him and I don't want anyone to hurt him. If you're reading this J, I'll be with you 24:7 I'll be your angel.
Xx Cloud♥️"
I was sitting in corner and I was crying. She didn't deserve something like this. Nobody deserves something like this. I hate myself because I didn't realize she was going through something like this. So here's advice for everyone. Talk to people. Some of them really cares.
So this is the end. I wasn't sure about this and I didn't know how I should write this epilogue honestly. But I think it turned good. Hope you like it too❤️
moonsbae_
