Winter

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We were standing there, it could be in the middle of nowhere, as long as we're together I didn't really care.  Shit... The wind started to blow sweetly, making her hairs dance and follow the movement. We were front of each other and, I put a hand on a cheek of her. And her eyes full of sparkles I said :"Girl you are the storm, and I'm so lost in you. You're the sun too and I'm no sunproof, but I feel so peaceful with you by my side. Even if there is chaos all around, a simple look on your face and I find that peace again. With you I became someone, so thanks for all the things you do. I was such a mess, and that day you saved me. Can't stop wondering about all we've been through. And the way you dealt with all of the attitude of mine. Girl you helped me built a new house, when I was broken, you held me in your arms and gave me love. I was insane before you, and to me your existence became a therapy. If I didn't met you, what would have happened to me ? To my reason ? Or even to my conscience ? 

I thank you for pulling me up when I was low. You've always been my light into the darkness but girl you just don't know. Now that there is an us where should we go ? Eyes full of sparkles each time you say my name. So I wrote yours, and the whites and empty walls of my room got covered of it, singing your person. You became for me a reason, for living, this life with passion. I wanted you to know, what you represent for me. I was sinking in darkness I couldn't fight on my own. And you've turned into a blade, that I still carry next to me close. "I will die for you", this is how I say, that I still love you on my way. I would have died instead of you, so I can pretend that I've loved you till my last breath. I am sorry. Couldn't save you, excuse me. I'll join you where you are later 'cause talk to your ghost is my suicide ladder."

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