That had been 3 months ago... They rapped up shooting IT... Everyone had went their separate ways... Y/N had barely talked to Finn, yet stayed close with the others. She love him...and he loved her...yet they had seemed to grow apart... He had been awful... Rather where she was good on her own... He had gone back to shoot season 2 of Stranger Things, and you'd think that it make him feel better...but no... He hated the fact that he had grown apart from Y/N. He longed for her touch. For her kiss. For her hug. For her laugh. For her smile. For her voice. For her presence. Everything. He noticed how well she was doing...he wondered if she had missed him. Maybe not... Did she even remember him? Did she forget about him? He had so many questions...yet no one could answer them... He wasn't sure what to do... She had seemed to grow closer to Jack... Yet the two of them were alway close... Maybe Jack could tell him what was going on with her? No...that'd be weird... Why couldn't he just ask her, himself? He didn't understand himself... He would have to wait a little while before he could see her, too. Interviews didn't start until waaaay later in the year. He just wanted to tell her how much he loved her. He wanted to be able to hold her in his arms and tell her that she was beautiful. He wanted to be able to kiss her when she was crying, and tell her everything was going to be alright. But he couldn't do any of those things, and it upset him. He wasn't able to focus on work. It messed him up. He for sure couldn't talk to anyone...they wouldn't understand. He seemed to lose touch with everyone...including himself. He didn't know what to do... His fans started to notice... He would try and reframe from answering questions. One day, while he was by himself, scrolling through his camera roll, he found a picture;
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
He remembered when they took that photo... Wyatt had been dying to take a picture because of how beautiful the sun set was...and finally Finn and Y/N agreed to take a photo. Wyatt told them to just be themselves, and Y/N started to dance around in the street. Finn smiled at her. Wyatt took the picture, at the perfect moment.
Finn smiled at the memory...he was quite fond of it... He had decided to post it;
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Liked by wyattoleff, jackdgrazer, and 456 others @finnwolfhardofficial I never understood her...but it is a nice picture lol @u/n (username) @username1 omfg...goals @username2 are they dating? @username3 i ship them @wyattoleff where are my creds?
Watching all the comments made Finn laugh and smile...for the first time in a while He wondered if she had seen it... Probably not... He waited...he wanted some recognition from her... He needed validation... It may not sound good...but it was true He wanted to know that she hadn't forgotten about him. That she still cared. That she still loved him. He desperately wanted to know if she still loved him...
He started to realize that she was the only thing on his mind...he wouldn't focus on anything else... He finally made the decision... He was going to go see her. He stood up from where he had been seated, and walked over to Shawn Levy, and the Duffer Brothers. He told them how he had been feeling, and how he could barely focus on work because she was blocking his mind. He told them how he longed to see her. How much he loved her. How happy he'd be if he got to see her smile, once more. He knew he couldn't get his hopes up, but he still wanted to try. The 3 men all looked at one another, then nodded, and unison they said, "You can go see her" Those 5 words meant so much to Finn. When he heard them say that, oh so simple sentence, he got so excited, that his heart started to hurt. He was jumping up and down, and prancing all around. He would finally be able to see the only thing that's been on his mind for the past 3 months. He rushed back to his dressing room, and grabbed his phone. When he did, he saw a comment on the picture he had just posted; @u/n lmao love you finnie💕 That made his heart flutter... But he still wanted to see her in person. He got so excited at the fact that he would be able to hold her in his arms, that he could kiss her again...
Later in the day, Shawn came into Finns dressing room, and talked out all the details with Finn. So, the conclusion was, Finn would leave tomorrow, spend 3 days with Y/N, then come back. Finn agreed to this, although he wanted to be able to spend more time with Y/N, he knew he couldn't push it.
When Shawn left, Finn started to pack his suitcase with 3 days worth of clothes. He got so gitty...he couldn't wait to see her. Her in all her beauty. His love her, only grew at the fact that they would finally see each other. He wondered what she would do...what her reaction would be... Would she be happy? Would she cry? Would she just stay still, and just look at him? Then he wondered about his reaction... Would he be happy? Would he cry? (probably) Would he just stay still, and just look at her?
It has been such a long time...yet he could never forget her eyes. Her eyes captivated him...they had been a beautiful e/c... He got a warm feeling inside, when he thought about her eyes. Her smile too... Her smile would be the death of him...
