Despondent

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I know,
That I have to be strong.
I have to fight,
This awful feelings.

I have to be,
More spirited.
More careful.
More hardworking.

But here I am,
On my comfy couch,
Feeling despondent,
To do anything.

Due to one reason.
And one reason only.
I know I shouldn't,
Be blaming you.

But you do this to me,
Everytime.
And now,
I'm breaking.

Whatever I have,
Is breaking.
Because of you,
Because you pull me from the light.

From my success,
From my freedom.
And I know I should despise you,
But I simply couldn't.

For I really love you,
So much,
It hurts.
Though you make me,
Despondent.
Again.

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