Her Despicable Bad Boys (ongoing)

Chapter 4

5: Chap. 5

Lala's POV

Fairytales?? I once believe in them but now?? N E V E R! . Hindi naman ako nagyayabang or what pero I dont need any prince to become a princess what for?? Duhh.

Nasa arcade kami ngayon, mga isip bata talaga. Tsss. Pero ang saya ko kung kasama ko sila pero mas masaya ako kung ang tropa ang kasama ko.

This turned out great. Walang away o ano masaya lang kami. Sana maging maayos na sila ng mga tropa ko, mas masaya kasi kapag marami kami.

I was saved from drowning from my river of thoughts when someone hissed. Bigla ko naman silang tinignan they were pissed as hell, like tf?? Ano na naman ha??

"Kaya pala hindi ka nakasama namin kumain kanina Ellys nandito pala yung magaling mong
'B O Y F R I E N D' " Theo mocked, I heard snickers galing sa iba.

"Oh nandito pala ang six dwarves, still hanging out with MY Snow White??" Dane answered back.

"Guys-" i tried to stop but they didnt even listen. For Pete's sake ang daming tao wag dito they'll definetly make a scene.

"Move De Ferrer" Preston warned me ." Stop this bullshit" mahinahong sabi ko. But still they didnt listen. Hindi ko gustong mag transform dito I'll definetly make a scandalous scene.

People were starting to crowd up, taking videos and stuff I cant take it anymore. The thick suffocating atmosphere is killing me. I have to do something.

"1" they didnt budge.

"2" kapag ako umabot ng 3 sasabog na talaga ako.

Eh wala namang nakikinig eh. Edi...

"3" mahinang sabi ko pero ma awtoridad.

They didnt even flinch or anything. Im damn pissed more likely Im fumming mad right now.

"EDI KUNG WALA NAMANG NAKIKINIG SA AKIN BAKIT HINDI NALANG AKO UMALIS DITO AT HINDI NA MAGPAKITA?!?!" sigaw ko sa kanila.

They flinched. They knew me so well that even the slightest thing they can sense me, alam nila na si Chryzha Ellys de Ferrer gagawin ang lahat kung galit na sya.

Kaya WAG AKO.

"SO ANO WALANG MAG SASALITA?! WELL THEN KUNG GANYAN ANG GUSTO NYO EH AALIS NALANG AKO WAG NA WAG NYO AKONG HAHANAPIN,PUPUTULIN KO YANG MGA LEEG NYO KAPAG GAGAWIN NYO YUN" I angrily said. 

Nag walk out ako. I need to breathe. I felt suffocated there. Para bang pinag aagawan nila ako. Am I somewhat like a toy na mag aagawan sila?? Fvck this bullshit.

Having guy bestfriends are the best but they are more complicated than girls. I cant understand them ang bipolar nila. Ughh.

I walked and walked. People were looking at me like I was somewhat like a mad lady walking around crying, sa mall pa ha! Ughh! I hate attention, my mom may be a model pero never ever pumasok sa isip ko na sumunod sa yapak nya. I want a silent life, walang media, walang paparazzi and everyting.

But being with 9 hot young men around me wala akong kawala. Damn life.

I stopped on my tracks when I realized I was in my favorite place,  the mall's garden. I want to be alone just for now.

Umupo ako sa bench. Ang tahimik dito. I cried, I just cried. Sumangayon naman ang panahon sa akin ng hinay hinayng tumulo ang ulan. Hay palagi nalang umuulan. Bakit ba kasi ako palaging malungkot??

Hindi ako malungkot Im just-

I dont know I cant explain it.

Maybe Im just overreacting?? Damn Im a mess. I may look strong act strong but deep inside Im broken.