Her Despicable Bad Boys (ongoing)

Chapter 8

8: Chap. 8

Lala's POV

"Ash?!?" Hindi ko makapaniwalang tanong.

"Elly" he said while handing me the paper bags. Ako naman hindi maka galaw.

Paano nya nalaman na nandito kami?! Credit card nya pa ha! Magkakautang na loob ako nito. Hindi pwede!

"Ba't ka nandito ha?!" Galit na tanong ni Gelo. "Hindi ba pwede?" Inaasar nya na naman si Gelo nito. Yan si Alexier dyan sya magaling eh mang asar!

"Aba't-" pinigilan sya nina Theo at Keirby. "Wag dito Gelo" mahinang sabi ni Prince. "Let them talk mas kailangan nila nun" sabi naman ni Preston.

Lumabas kami. Nasa labas na kami ng H&M. Nakatayo.

They left. Hindi man nila tinanong kung papayag ako. Mga gago talaga. At dinala pa nila ang mga paper bags ko. Ughh!

Atleast wala nakong bibitbitin pa. Pero bakit?! Hindi nila ako binalikan akala ko- ughh wag na nga. Nakaka bwiset.

I was saved from drowning from my thoughts when someone pulled me to into a hug.

Tears stream down my face when I realized it was Alexier hugging me.
I didnt even know why I was crying.

"Shh wag ka ng umiyak" pinatahan nya ako. Pero hindi ako tumahan. I still cried. Alam ko ang tanga tanga ko. Bakit bako umiiyak?! Iniwan nya nga ako at anong nangyari?! Nasa harapan nya nga ko kayakap pa.

Bakit ba ganito ang 'universe'?? Bakit ako pa talaga. Kung saan maayos na lahat babalik pa sya?!

I tried. Noo n alam ko naman kung asan sya pero ano?!? Di pinabayaan ko. He moved on. I also need too. That time he left me no choice but to move on.

I need to breathe.

Di ba tama naman yung ginawa ko?

I let him go.

Pero sa huli magkasama parin kami. I tried everything. Iniwasan ko sya kasi yun ang gusto nya dba?

"I miss you" mahinang sabi nya. 'I fvckin miss you too Ash' hinalikan nya ang noo ko.

"Pero... wala na eh" I said between sobs. "But we can fix it right?" He asked. I hesitated at first but nodded onwards.

There was an eery silence until he spoke that surprised me.

"Im sorry" a tear rolled down his checks. And another and another one until I realized he was crying.

I never saw him cry ever. Kahit dati, hindi sya umiiyak. He looks broken. He looks miserable.

It pains me seeing him like this.

Pero wala na eh.

Hindi na pwede.

"Im sorry... Im really sorry" he said again. I hate seeing him like this, his crying and I hate it.

"Im sorry kung naniwala ako sa babaeng yun, Im sorry- dahil- hindi ako nakinig sayo- Im really sorry"

"Its fine, its really fine shh Ash dont cry" pinatahan ko sya. He faced me, holding my face with his bare hands.

"Can we talk?" He asked sincerely. "Nag uusap naman talaga tayo ah" I laughed softly. The mood lightened.

I want to fix everything.

I wipe away his tears. "Hindi ka dapat umiiyak eh. Paano nalang kung may nakakita sayo? Sasabihin nilang mahina ka" I tried to make him smile.