i finally managed to fall asleep, but it got even worse. I had a dream about him. We were dating in the dream and we did all this cute stuff like hold hands! He so cute! I ep from the eventually woke up from the dream and got very upset when i realised that it wasnt real.
i walked into school to see people following me again. I just kept on walking to see if i could find Max, but i couldnt. A hint of confusion swept over me. I began rubbing my head trying to make myself feel better, but when i got into class he was standing right there. I had the biggest smile i think i ever had-in my life! He looked at me, looked away and started walking. I felt furious. So i walked to him to meet his pace.
"What's the matter?" I asked.
"You what to know what's the matter?!" He bellowed
I gave him another look of confusion.
"You know what? Just, forget it." He screeched.
I walked into the bathroom and cryed. I stayed in there for what felt like a half an hour and i got out of a stall and looked into a mirror. My mascara had smeared leaving a trail all the way down my cheek. I took a deep breath and ran home. I tried to make myself feel better and washed out all the old makeup and reapplied my mascara and eye shadow and i had decided to go back to school. I'll just make sure never to look at Max- ever! I thought . But it felt like that would be immposible to ignore the most beautiful boy in the grade.
School was dull. I ignored him, but it just made me feel even more sad.
"DING!"
At that noise everyone rushed out the door, i did too, because i wanted to get out of this place. I walked outside to notice the beautiful pink flowers that had just bloomed, making the school seem brighter. When i saw in the corner of my eye, Max was hugging Anna and talking to her. My eyes and mouth were wide, i never thought Anna would do such a thing! I breathed heavily and walked home trying to hide my tears that were trying to escape.
When i got home i jumped on my bed and thought of millions of questions that i didn't have the answers to. Why would Anna do that? Why does he like Anna? Is Anna a true friend?
i sighed, upset from all the events at school and cried.
That night i cried myself to sleep.
