Drunk Love || Jack Barakat||

Awsten

I found myself sleeping next to Geoff just for company when I sleep. "Chloe it's been almost a week, you missed Lisa and Alex's birthday, today is Rian's birthday and tomorrow and the show so you need to head to the airport." Geoff Said.

I got up and threw a flannel over my bra. I sat on my desk with my phone and FaceTimed Rian. I totally looked like a mess. He answered the call and looked at me. "Morning pretty lady." He smiled.

"Morning birthday boy." I smiled.

"Know what I wished for?" He asked.

"What's that Ri?"

"For you to get your ass to Jersey so I can take you out." He laughed.

"You see, how much I'd love to 'go out' for your birthday a man-child Names Jack is with you. I don't like him anymore." I Said. I felt a pinch in my heart as those words spilled out my mouth.

"You don't mean that." Rian Said.

"No rian, I don't. Look at me, I'm a mess I have moved for about a week now. I've broken so many things. I'm a fucking train wreck with out him. I don't want to love him but I do. I didn't even take the damn ring off I miss him so much but I don't want to be with him, but I want to." I cried.

Geoff came up from behind me and wrapped his arms around my and dried my tears with a tissue.

"Rian, we have a meeting." A voice said. Jack walked in without a shirt on as I made eye contact with him. I froze. I didn't know what to do. "Bye Jones, I'll text you." Rian smiled.

"Okay." I choked. I hung up and threw my head back on Geoff's chest. "I love him." I cried. "But I don't."

"You're getting on the plane tomorrow morning. Early so you can see the boys." Geoff said. "You have your bag packed and everything, if you're not going to go for Jack go for the rest of the boys. They obviously miss you." Geoff smiled.

I started at Geoff's eyes and rested my hand on his chin. "I missed those baby blue eyes." I Said.

"I missed those green eyes." He smirked. Geoff kissed me gently and brought me to the ground. I shut my eyes and took in all he gave me. "Fuck Jack." I moaned. Geoff pulled away and smiled at me. "Thanks for the kiss." He winked. "Shut the hell up."I smiled.

"I love you." Geoff said kissing my cheek.

"I love you too, you might have broke me but I'll love you till I get sick of you." I smiled.

I laid down on the ground and scrolled through my instagram. Seeing edits of Jack and I used to make me happy. Now they just make me miss him. I liked the post and went to Jack's account. His recent post was of him and Rian. I liked the post. And went to my camera. "Will you take pictures for me?" I asked Geoff.

"Sure, Awsten's on his way." He Said.

"Fuck I miss Awsten." I smiled.

I grabbed Geoff's photo and placed my thumbprint in. I went to his music and connected it to my Bluetooth. I put his music on shuffle and placed it on my small coffee table on my balcony.

"Geoff... why do you have the Zelda soundtrack on your phone?" I asked.

"Because it's good." He laughed.

I went back to his music and searched for my playlist I sent him. The song 'Exchange' by Bryson Tiller came up. "Okay, I'm good now." I smiled. I walked past Geoff and slipped on a pair of black Jeans.

"Awsten's here, shit and Jawn." Geoff smiled.

I ran downstairs and walked outside and waited for Awsten to get out the car. "There's my girl." He smiled. He ran over to me and picked me off my feet. "I missed you so much." He smiled. I pushed his glasses up and wrapped my arms around his neck.