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If...And...But

Those three little words run my life.

The last few weeks they are the only thing in me head.

Their dancing in there trying to turn every one of my thoughts into something negative and they're doing a good job at it.

It's mostly "if" yet "but" follows along then comes "and"

Why is it that these simple words give me so much anxiety?

These simple words control my world.

It's crazy to me really.

I try to be ten steps ahead of myself at all times.

While doing that I'm letting thoughts and worries get in my way of living in the moment.

I'm amazed that I've came this far and haven't let these three words destroy me.

My hope is that one day they won't control me anymore.

My hope is that the only time they cross my mind is in a positive way.




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