Every thing means nothing now.
I was so angry at you.
In such disbelief that those words would come out of your mouth.
Now that means nothing.
You could have cancer....
The one thing no one would think of is happening.
This week couldn't go faster even if we knew how to time travel.
Crazy to think all this time I could of been spending time with you is wasted.
What's worse is if those tests come back negative nothing will change.
I will stay mad at you.
I won't call you.
I will try my hardest to show you that you fucked up.
If this should show me anything it should show me not to hold grudges.
Yet the only thing it's doing is pissing me off more.
You are my father...
The only man that could brake my heart with one word.
It still hasn't hit me that you could be dieing right now.
I always thought you'd live forever.
You have to see me grow old.
You have to see your grandchildren.
You have to not have cancer.
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A.M Thoughts.
PoetryI write when I can't think. I write when I can't make a decision. I write when nothing in the world feels right. Sometimes it's nothing important. Other times it's my whole life put into words. I write when I need to escape. No one can r...
