I've always have that fucking ilusion of someday find a "Real friend" now in understand why i didn't found it because that persons you call "Friends" Just are passengers in your life because someday they are going to forget you they are going to remplace you whit another person and they are going to tell you what the fuck are you mi life its a waste so i should only commit suicide but that dont fix my issues It will not make you change your mind about my stupid life before calling me a best friend, think about what you can do to me with a prayer you should eat shit sometimes but you just cannot eat me because from what you told me so I feel a piece of shit think what you will tell me may the other day just bled as you said you wanted to see me before you believe the big shit look in a mirror and then criticize me you remember that stupid "together forever" if you knew how much I believed that you do not know what hurt me when you said "let me know what hospital you are in if you think about cutting" you made me see that my life was not worth a shit You do not know how hard I tried to take gifts almost daily but you just despised what I did for you that's why you can go fuck yourself I hope you and what you did to me I will return you and even stronger so that you fuck for real that my bathtub was filled with blood was not your problem bitch if you really cared, I think you would not have told me all the crap you told me now your apologies I send them to the shit Just like you sent my fuck to my friendship let me tell you it was hard to say that I did not care what you said to say that it was okay although I was not have my eyes up to the whore of tears but keep them because I did not want to look weak and helpless and let me tell you that I do not give a fuck if you want to recover our friendship why does much miss me idiot I only say what I feel and if what you read I feel like shit Sometimes I would like to disappear to stop being a nuisance to you and I let you know that between you and me there is nothing left but memories that I think you'll keep them because for me you're just one more known in this fucking world and let me tell you that sometimes the marginalized have more things to do than you do that by what I see you do nothing to criticize and there is when I ask myself will it be that she is perfect? or what? because I do not care anymore about what you hear you wanted to see me six meters underground and that tells me that you do not care bye piece of shit
By:Jenny
