I'm so afraid to trust my own lovability or other's ability to keep or make commitments to me. To the point that I keep sabotaging relationships. It is as though love represents a threat, and if I allow myself to love or be loved, I increase the risk of being abandoned, again.
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insomniac thoughts/poetry
PoetryWhat I think about when I can't seem to shut my eyes from this gaping hole of my existince. Poetry, coming from the side of me that I do not share w/ people, because I'm afraid of what they'll think of me. I'm okay w/ sharing the hidden parts of my...
