Love again? (harry styles fanfic)

They Arent Worth All Your Tears

        I wish I was happy. But im not. I cant. All the shit in my life. I've been in this bedroom for a few days I have water; from the sink. I haven't eaten yet but I never really ate much anyway. Harry walks by this door everyday not saying a word hes tried to get in a few times but I have the key. He doesn't love me if he does then he would actually tell me. If he would show it I would maybe believe him, haha but he doesn't. I wish someone could actually really love for real not fake for publicity; he's famous duh why not? He's in a fucking famous boy band. Yeah I love him but does he love me? Probably not. Ok so enough with this. I sat on the bathroom floor crying well and cutting. I made fresh marks in my legs one leg straight lines across and the other diagonal.  (im sorry if this it a trigger to anyone, dont worry I have the same problem) They were oozing a lot of blood. 

        I quickly ran to the bathroom grabbing a wet cloth. I dab at the cuts, i grab some gauze and wrap it around my arm. I started to feel a little dizzy. I layed down and tried to sleep but couldn't. So I turned on the tv, i don't know what it was but I got this feeling something bad was happening. I couldn't anything which wasn't normal. I never heard the front door shut. I get this feeling like i should open the door. I turn the lock on the knob and slowly turn the door knob, i open the door and walk out into the hallway. The hard wood floor creaks under my feet. I walk my the guest bedroom and suddenly feel someone grab me.

           I kick wildly they take me into the room and sit me on the bed, I turn to face my attacker. I instantly recognize the face, Harry.  "Shit Harry you scared me," I say angrily. "What do you want anyway?" "I want to talk to, I'm sorry bout the other day I didn't I've just had a lot of stress from work, I love you Tara," he tells me. "Well i don't know anymore," I hesitate. For first time since he sat me down he look at the arm wrapped in gauze,  he lifts the arm and slowly unwraps it I don't even try to stop him cause I know I won't win this. He gasps as he looks at my arm covered in scars and cuts. "Why you do you this," he asked "I don't get it your ruining your beautiful skin." He lifts my arm and kisses the cuts. "I love you," he says "You don't show it," I say. "Then let me," he simply says.

            He lays me down and kisses my neck he slowly slips my shirt off along with his. He takes both of our pants off and he unclips my bra. And i gently tug his boxers off along with my panties. "You ready?" he askes. I nod my head. He then slowly enters me, slightly moaning. He then goes faster, I start to moan. (in case your wondering she's on birth control so it's protected so she doesn't get pregnant). After we both cum, he pulls out of me. And he lays down beside me pulling the covers over us. After a while he turns to me and looks straight into my eyes, putting some hair behind my ear and whispers "They aren't worth your tears." With that I start to tear up, Harry catching the tears as they fall.  "I love you," I say. "I love you too."

        

            Hey I'm really sorry for it not being longer. But I wanted to get a chapter in for you guys. Um, well I hope it was a good enough chapter. I'm also sorry about the slow updates. I'll try to get the next chapter up soon. BYYYYEEE, my lovelies.       

                           ~Noa