I put my hand on my chest my heart was racing. I wish I could hurt him but he would hurt me. I heard the door slam as he left he made me hate myself. Harry didn't even know, he knew I broke up with Chad but didn't know what he did to me. 'I wish I would just die' I said. I walked into my room and got dressed. I wore a blue tank top and some pink and blue striped shorts. I grabbed the piece of broken mirror that I kept from when Chad had shattered a while ago.
And I sat on my bed and cut. Blood welled up and got on my purple and white bed sheet. So I went into the bathroom and over the sink. It hurt but I didn't care I've done it before so its wasn't that bad. It was on the front of my left arm. I started crying, I hated my life, people hate me too.
As the blood dropped into the sink I started to cry more. But I kept cutting little lunes up my arm. I want to kill myself but I would miss Harry too much and he would miss me. I wouldn't want that because I love him.
Harry POV
I called her for the 7th time but it went right to voicemail. 'Ugg' I groaned. 'I'll just go over'. I put on my white converse and drove over. Something was wrong I could tell. 'Tara' I whispered. No answer I needed her, I loved her. Iwent into her bed room and saw the bed meswed up and blood. Oh my bloody hell I thought. As I kept walking I someone in the bathroom. I walked in and saw her. Cutting her arm was covered in cuts and blood dropping un the sink.
'Tara, stop' I yelled grabbing the broken peice of mirror. Her face was soaked with tears I hated seeing her like this. I grabbed an old towel out of the bathroom closet and wet it. I started wiping away the blood. And I wrapped her arm up in gauze. 'Why were you doing that' I asked. And that's when she broke down I wrapped her up in my arms. Sha told me what Chad had done to her in the past and what happened today. My blood boiled. I wanted to hurt him like he hurt her.
'I love you' I heard her whisper. What! She loved me back! 'I love you too' I said.
Hey guys hope you liked that twist. I like doing this. Well since the weekends over I have school. Ugg. Well bye.:-D
~Noa;)
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Love again? (harry styles fanfic)
FanficTara Clashh was insecure because of what her ex did . She meets Harry Styles and he falls for Tara. But she's to afraid because of what happened to he before. She had been abused by her ex. Will she learn to love again?
