Loving Them I ✅

chapter eight

I woke up to complete darkness. I was in my bed but it was darker than usual, my dirty little secret was that I in fact did have a night light I fidgeted trying to get up to pee but was trapped by a strong arm.

I was then snuggled into a strong chest and wondered who could be snuggling me at night, ore snuggling me at all. I was never good with commitment, I had been left and cheated so many times that I hadn't really learned to be attached to anything.

I nudged and the random person started to fidget. I poked them and they finally woke up.

"What Emmett". The person groaned.

"Who are you". I whispered.

"Mannix".

All of the flashbacks hit me like a truck. The only thing I couldn't remember was if we had fucked or not.

"I have to go pee". I said in a hushed tone.

I walked into my bathroom and started the water. I turned it to cold to wake myself up. I let the freezing water drip down my skin. I washed everything considering I couldn't really remember what we had or hadn't done.

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 I turned the water off after 30 minutes hoping that would give them enough time to get the memo to leave. I gelled me curls to brush my forehead lightly got some clothes from my closet from which was connected to the bathroom and left to the main part of my room.

When I walked out he was gone. Finally, I went downstairs to eat without the mental strain of an old hook up still at my home.

 When I went downstairs the boys had made me a big breakfast. I wanted to say thanks but my words were taken when I noticed Sage and Denji sitting on my couch with angry faces.

I knew I shouldn't be scared over what people might think if I wasn't in a relationship but there  faces gave looks of disappointment and anger and I knew I would probably be in for a scolding later.