Loving Them I ✅

chapter nine

The twins had left a couple of minutes ago after awkward breakfast. Sage and Denji had stayed and were being quite bitchy I was fed up to be honest. They hadn't asked me out or even took me out on a date.

They had attitudes in my eyes for nothing. I said I wouldn't commit to anyone but if the two asked me to date them after a date or two, even with how weird it could be and how weird it sounds I would have said yes.

They were good looking and probably had some good dick, which was very needed right now. I was very easy to when over and had often fell for a lot of my hookups, not that I let anyone know that.

After trying to avoid people in my own house I figured I should go try and talk with them. I headed down the long stairs and found them sitting in the lounge room.

"Why the fuck are you guys mad at me". I started.

"Why did you fuck those guys". Denji retorted turning off the tv.

"First of all I didn't fuck them and secondly what gives you the right to care, we are not dating. I barely know you two".

"Oh fuck off". Sage said contributing to the argument.

"Why should I? You guys seem to have a issue fro no reason last time I checked you guys have fucked more people than me". I said stating nothing but facts.

"Fuck this of you want to deny that you haven't been leading us on just to fucking leave us in the dust for some random people than we don't need you". Denji said.

"Wait now De-". Sage was cut off.

"Don't try to bargain with me he is in the wrong and I am not going to deal with a immature child". Denji said while walking out the doors.

Sage walked up to me and gave me a quick peck on the cheek before leaving too.

Everyone always left. My parents, my friends, my lovers. After some minor disagreement they would leave me in the dust. With my parents I wasn't athletic enough so they gave me an unlimited credit card and left to endless vacations.

Everyone at school dropped me because I had been called gay and they believed it.

My lovers of you can even call them that had left because of either they thought I was a dirty whore that they had been shamed of using so it was a hit it and quit it type scenario or we had, had a minor disagreement and my current situation was living proof.

I decided I wasn't gonna dwell on people who didn't and who doesn't want me now and just went to sleep.