Best friends with MagCon

Chapter 7

I feel terrible for not posting for so long but with my YouTube account and school I don't have time so guys I'm sorry for the lack of updating but I'll keep trying for you

~author

Vivian's POV

I woke up this morning with huge headache

I checked my phone and it was 7 in the morning

"what the fuckadoodle" I whispered "why am I up so early"

I decided to just start getting ready since magcon starts at 12 I have lots of time to myself since mahogany doesn't wake up till about 9 or 10.

I started walking to the bathroom when I remembered that's destroyed it

"Good lord how am. I gonna explain this to bart" I whispered rubbing my temples

I skip out on my morning shower and I'll brush my teeth when mahogany gets up and goes with me

I start getting ready for a a day I already know will be shitty

I put on my light blue jean high wasted shorts and my Taylor caniff tie dye shirt

My hair is like Mahoganys, it's naturally curly but not as pretty as hers, nobody really knows except taylor, mahogany and Hayes that I have curly hair since I straighten it out everyday but I don't feel like it I should today

For makeup I don't put on as much as most girls my age, I usually let mahogany do my backup but today I just put on mascara and lip balm since makeup is a hassle

I still feel naked without my liner honestly, it's my thing I wear it everyday but it's Mahoganys now so I really don't have a thing

I put on Taylor's bandana, he only lets me wear it and me only. he doesn't trust it with anybody else because it's his favorite one

I put on deodorant and perfume and throw on my white vans

I look in the mirror and like every other day. I see nothing. no beauty or happiness or anything. I just see a breathing dead body..and that's how I've been seeing myself for the past two years now. Nobody knows and is like to keep It that way.

I check my phone which as been charging while playing my chemical romance (YAAASSSSS GERARD TAKE ME TO HELL WITH YOU) I I sing along to "welcome to the black parade" while I check the time

"10:22" I read aloud

I should really wake up mahogany because she takes a pretty long time getting ready plus we still have to use Matthews bathroom

(Remember that if I say Matt it's Matt Espinosa and if I say Matthew it's Matthew Sherril :) )

I walk over to Mahoganys bed

"Little Nig wake the fuck up my little darling that I love so " I said shaking her

"Shut up Vivian"

I grab a pillow "WAKE THE FUCK YOU LITTLE SHIT ITS ALMOST 11 GOD DAMN YOU GINGER HURRY UP" I hit her with pillows hard and she ends up falling off the bed

"Thanks for that rough wake up call" mahogany groans rubbing her head

"Welcome love" I smile

"You're adorable BUT YOUR HAIR OH MY GOD YOU DIDNT STRAIGHTEN IT! " Mahogany screams

"Does it look bad or something?" I say worriedly

"NO IT LOOKS AMAZING!" Mahogany screams "I LOVE WHEN YOUR HAIR IS NATURAL! THE GUYS ARE GONNA FREAK" mahogany claps jumping up and down

"Hurry up and get ready cause we still have to go to Matthews to brush our teeth then down to breakfast and then magcon! and plus Bart wants me to dj with you" I say

"How does he know you dj?" she asked

"Remember when he came over for dinner? yeah he found my equipment and since we're close he wants me to dj too" I say smiling

"YAY THIS IS GONNA BE THE BEST DAY EVER" Mahogany screams

"Yeah for you" i smile glumly

Mahogany remembers what happened yesterday and remembered that matts girlfriend is coming today "sorry Vivian I forgot" she said hugging me

"Yeah yeah get ready cause in hungry" I said sitting on my bed with my chemical Romance playing "disenchanted"

"Hey Vivian who's playing on your phone right now?" Mahogany asks putting on her skirt

"My chemical romance, why?" I ask back

"They're pretty good" mahogany smiles "not my type of music but it's good"

"Thanks babe" I say moving my moving my eyebrow up and down

"You're creepy" she said laughing

"Get ready stupid " I said throwing a pillow at her" I laugh

"Fine okay" mahogany responds put her arms up

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"Okay finished" mahogany said

I look up and my jaw drops

"Mahogany you look.. you look amazing!" I scream

"Well thank you" she say "well let's go because we need to brush our teeth"

We start walking down the hallway to Matthews and Harris's room and I start thinking

What if I am bringing down magcon? What if I am the reason we get hate now. Before I joined everything was ok and now I get the most hate and death threats and magcon gets so much hates and my name is included in most of the hate. I'm not like the rest of magcon. I'm different. The fans hate me and I don't know why. I get death threats everyday and I don't know why. I don't get pulled into a hug by a fan, I get pulled down the ground by the fans. I love the fans more than anything but they all hate me. it doesn't feel very dandy when you have death threats coming at you online, or at the meet and greets or just walking down the road. "die bitch" "you stupid slut kill yourself" "I hate you, you shouldn't be in magcon" "you've ruined magcon, get cancer and die". I love with those words everyday. I'm haunted by those words. I'll probably die with those words.

My thoughts are interrupted by mahogany nudging me

"Hey. Are you okay? you're eying Vivian" she says worried

I wipe my face and she's right, I was crying. "um yeah, just tired no biggy" I say smiling

She looks at me uncertainly she's about to say something when we make it to the door

"We're here" I said thanking god for ending that awkward moment

I check the time on my phone

"11:15 yeah they should be up by now"

I knock on the door and a girl and addie answers it

"Oh hey" addie looks at mahogany and I disgustingly "this is amber... Matts girlfriend and amber this is mahogany and this is Vivian..the girl I was telling you about"

Amber looks at me with burning eyes

This will be fun

guess what

This is a cliff hanger lol