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f o u r

- L U K E -

  I don't know what i'm doing. She deserves better. I've been too much of a coward to admit it, but honestly i'm terrified of losing her, or her realizing that i'm awful for her.
"Babe, its a green light." She spoke out, pulling me back to reality. I drove through the intersection with the same thoughts racing through the back of my mind. Tonight will be different. Tonight I'll do better.
   When we arrived at Ashton's house we were almost an hour late, the clock reading 5:47. Arden follows me like a puppy dog at every party we go to. I've just gotten accustomed to having a follower all night.
   About two hours later, after I spent the whole night looking forward, never thinking to keep my eyes on her, Arden wasn't anywhere to be found. I genuinely couldn't see her. I was supposed to do better. Damnit.

- A R D E N -
   I was pretty much following behind Luke as always. I spoke with his friends, and basically stayed behind him at all times.
   Around 8:30 I assume, I felt a harsh hand wrap firmly around my wrist and pull me away. "Shit." I whispered under my breath. In the dark and flashing lights, I couldn't identify the dude who just yanked me away from my only protection. "Luke?" I shouted out, quite loudly. "Luke!" I tried again, louder this time. The music was way too loud, and at this point I figured I was too far for him to hear me anyways.
   He pulled me into a pitch black room. All I could see after the door was shut was the small amount of light peeking through the crack at the bottom of the door. I was terrified. Luke is coming. He'll be here, He noticed that you were gone. Its okay. I filled my mind with assuring thoughts, but before I knew it I felt a sharp pain in my neck. A needle. I had to get out.
  I was getting weaker by the second. It felt like my muscles were shrinking and no matter how loud I tried to scream, little noise came out. I felt him pick me up and drag me to the bed. I knew what was going to happen. This can't be happening. Not to me. The last thing I remember is my head feeling like static on a TV that doesn't have a signal, and I blacked out.

A/N : alright so, this is awful, but my friend wanted me to update and its TRASH and short but i have writers block yall sorry 🤷🏽‍♀️